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Is it possible to have party withdrawl?Not like alcohol withdrawl but a good old fashion fucking backwoods party.Cause for the last week ive been very meh but last night grabed a couple cases and headed to a summer fest thing at a co-workers house.On the way there i swear as i thought back to the week maybe i was depressed and didnt know it very lazy-unsocial-didnt feel like going out and meeting anyone.BUT 30 mins after i got to the party i was back to amazing again.Good food concidering this girl is also a catorer and i started drinking then corn-hole then vollyball then bonfire.Met some kool ass people and possibly one of the greatest girls ive ever came across easily a 9 all around.However the night wasnt without fault being as im allegic(spell) to dogs i made the mistake of play fetch with her dog the running my hands across my eyes.Being that I was trashed it was winding down and now my eyes were swelling badly.I just crashed in my truck.Woke up to still swelled eyes at 6:30 yet feeling like a million bucks.Reborn and fuckin full of life.Made my way inside where breakfast was being started and 9 girl was the only other one up i had a pretty good conversation with laughs and coffee.Now im sitting at home drinking a miller chill planning on getting more in me.Then burning alittle cardboard and twigs out back coming back in and watching deathproof.

I relize more so now that i need to get a house in the general area where I partied last night (about 15 mins from where I live now) because i always liked that area out there and this could be my salvation from myself.However the house i did look at cost 86 grand and needed way to much work done to it for me to spend that much.However it was really just the house that appealed to me.The land isnt much and the driveway was at a damn near 35% angle so ill keep looking but i want a new house before winter and thats only number 2 or 3 on the list.