tijuana

i'm over it.

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i've been packing like mad when lennon lets me! yesterday i packed up a bunch of clothes that i won't need for the next couple weeks. almost every article of clothing reminded me of some signiificant time in my life! i have a shirt that i've only worn twice... BOTH times i've worn it i got dumped by two seperate ex-boyfriends! i should probably burn the fucking thing because i will NEVER wear it again! i don't even want to tempt fate!

i spent most of last night and today grooving to the likes of LIVE EARTH! live music generally makes me wet even if i'm not a big fan of the band! it's like a drug i get so fucking pumped watching all these amazing artists, and when it's over it's like i'm coming off of a cocaine binge! i have all this energy that i just don't know what to do with!

when i'm home alone i am usually pantless & since i'm brestfeeding all the fucking time, i'm topless most of the time to! so as i'm sitting on the couch, not only topless but pantless with my naked (because it's a thousand fucking degrees in our house right now) baby who i'm feeding, my fucking realtor comes to the front door which just happens to be directly facing me!! my face turns bright red and he's all like "did i catch you at a bad time?" i can't wait until he goes home and shares that story at the dinner table!