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sunkist_sudafed and I met with a midwife to discuss having a homebirth. It's the first time I am actually excited about the entire labor and delivery process instead of mortified. To be able to stay at home with my baby and endure the entire process complete natural will be wonderful, liberating, and humbling!

Oh another note, I'm at home and feel complete disrepected. They'll cook entire meals infested with meat and expect me to dig in. I even asked my mom before if I should bring food to eat, so I wouldn't starve and she told me not to worry about it. I'm fucking pregnant and eating for two, I need to eat PLENTY of food! I'm not about to change my eating habits because you don't agree with them. They're comments like chicken broth doesn't come from chickens.. and seafood isn't a real meat drive me nuts! Not to mention, I've heard nothing but bitching and complaining about my dog the entire time I've been here "I hate dogs in the house" and "Oh my god look at the hair all over the place!" They wonder why I moved so far away and don't hardly come to visit, because I've never felt welcome in my own fucking home!

Nevertheless, I hope you are all having a wonderful and beautiful Christmas!