Ok I had to edit and delete what I wrote because it was taken out of context?
All I meant was that I am changing. The way I percieve the world is different and I want to take my life in a new direction. I don't want to sit down and wait for things to happen. I need a change of environment and a change...
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All I meant was that I am changing. The way I percieve the world is different and I want to take my life in a new direction. I don't want to sit down and wait for things to happen. I need a change of environment and a change...
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Cheers to moving on up and moving on out. 
I'm now more motivated to take the step towards both! Some people have inspired me to stop procrastinating.
I'm in a happy loving mood.
anyone want a hug?
I'm now more motivated to take the step towards both! Some people have inspired me to stop procrastinating.
I'm in a happy loving mood.
anyone want a hug?
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ativan101:
Heah D......you around? I'm home!!!!
mr_ruckus:
Yeah,She's home now!
Update Numero Dos.....
Life sucks sometimes and then you die!
The day started off on a very light note. I gave props to the infamous B.O.B.! I still love him!
*swoon* (battery operated boyfriend)
and now you ask? how am i feeling? well, take a look at the intro of the journal. just look at the poor sad faces. That's me. It's one of those...
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Life sucks sometimes and then you die!
The day started off on a very light note. I gave props to the infamous B.O.B.! I still love him!
*swoon* (battery operated boyfriend)
and now you ask? how am i feeling? well, take a look at the intro of the journal. just look at the poor sad faces. That's me. It's one of those...
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wuvmonki:
I've never had a BOB. Every time I thought I would go I shop for one I would go and look at them and feel that I'd rather like to take home a real one. Empty handed. 
ativan101:
D~
I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!
I"M LEAVING THE 212 for the 203!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!
I"M LEAVING THE 212 for the 203!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you B.O.B.!
*swoon*
(battery operated boyfriend) for those who didn't know
blah..
*swoon*
(battery operated boyfriend) for those who didn't know
blah..
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ativan101:
Heah, I'm really sad now!!!!
I'm developing a severe headache & must take pain meds immediately!!!
So, are you telling me that they won't like my comment on love the boots?
Fuck em, they are nice boots! That was positive feedback! What do you want me to say.......ya gotta nasty flat ass, you need some sun & who told you to take your clothes off?
That would've been funny!!!!
Oh well, fuck it.....I'm calling it a day I'm outta this joint!!!!!! Talk to ya later!!!!!!!
I'm developing a severe headache & must take pain meds immediately!!!
So, are you telling me that they won't like my comment on love the boots?
Fuck em, they are nice boots! That was positive feedback! What do you want me to say.......ya gotta nasty flat ass, you need some sun & who told you to take your clothes off?
That would've been funny!!!!
Oh well, fuck it.....I'm calling it a day I'm outta this joint!!!!!! Talk to ya later!!!!!!!
mr_ruckus:
B.O.B.?
With me it's more like Palmala Fivedigita.Sometimes I cheat on her with her sister,Handgela!
With me it's more like Palmala Fivedigita.Sometimes I cheat on her with her sister,Handgela!
Too much Bailey's = 
I'm not literally puking but damn my stomach is feeling shitty today!!!!
no more news to report. Let's hope the day picks up soon...
edit* ok, when I said pick up...I didn't mean to hit me with a fucking thunderstorm of bullshit!
I hope everyone's monday is coming along better than mine.....
I'm not literally puking but damn my stomach is feeling shitty today!!!!
no more news to report. Let's hope the day picks up soon...
edit* ok, when I said pick up...I didn't mean to hit me with a fucking thunderstorm of bullshit!
I hope everyone's monday is coming along better than mine.....
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ativan101:
D~
I can't sleep!!!!
I will be a complete BIATCH today @ work!!!!!!!!
I can't sleep!!!!
I will be a complete BIATCH today @ work!!!!!!!!
ativan101:
ARE YOU UP D?
Did I mention that I love this place?
My saturday night was so hot yo..It was spent SLEEEP...ZZZZZZZZ.. Yep. AWESOME.
yeah, I've spent the day in utter monotony. I've just finally gotten around to doing the tedious tasks which i absolutely hate doing. The snow just made it that much more fun to do... I hate slow pace.
someone's bitchy today
Not really. I got...
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My saturday night was so hot yo..It was spent SLEEEP...ZZZZZZZZ.. Yep.
AWESOME.
yeah, I've spent the day in utter monotony. I've just finally gotten around to doing the tedious tasks which i absolutely hate doing. The snow just made it that much more fun to do...
I hate slow pace.
someone's bitchy today
Not really. I got...
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_kai_:
car troubles....
how are you feeling today?
how are you feeling today?
_kai_:
I'll be back on when I get home....which should be later on tonight.
feel better...
feel better...
I'm so beat down I can't even write. Everything seems dreeeamy....look at the colors
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ativan101:
Damn girl.....you had me worried!!!!
Glad you're ok!!!!!!
I gotta go down to The Wolf's Den & see Keith Sweat perform......I love Keith if you didn't know!!!!! Anyway, I'll be around later...........
Let C know you're alive he was concerned too!!!!!
SEE YA LATER GATOR~
Glad you're ok!!!!!!
I gotta go down to The Wolf's Den & see Keith Sweat perform......I love Keith if you didn't know!!!!! Anyway, I'll be around later...........
Let C know you're alive he was concerned too!!!!!
SEE YA LATER GATOR~
clutch64:
si . 
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ativan101:
Sorry, I don't know if you saw what i wrote before I signed off......but, I gotta pack a overnight bag........I'm driving up to The Mohegan Sun....I gotta check in, get ready & meet my friends @ 8:30 for dinner @ MICHAEL JORDAN'S STEAKHOUSE.............mmmmmmmm, steak!!!!!!! Can't wait!
I'll check in on you later.........
really nice talking to you.......
have a good evening & be safe!!!!!!
bye luv~
I'll check in on you later.........
really nice talking to you.......
have a good evening & be safe!!!!!!
bye luv~
ativan101:
D- "I'M OUT.............SEE YA"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
three journals in one day. does that make me pathetic or ?
I've gone from happy to not so happy.
I had a date then I didn't.
I sit here with my thumb up my booty wondering how this perfect week could just end on a low note? Well, shit happens and life goes on. Thanks to avitan101 for brightening up my night. You're an...
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I've gone from happy to not so happy.
I had a date then I didn't.
I sit here with my thumb up my booty wondering how this perfect week could just end on a low note? Well, shit happens and life goes on. Thanks to avitan101 for brightening up my night. You're an...
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ativan101:
I'm home......it was an uneventful 2 + hours..........I'd eat more Twinkies but I ate them all, so I suppose I'll paint my nails & call it a night! Hope you two are having a good time!!!!!
Night!!!!!
Night!!!!!
eleph666:
Why are things ever so difficult, why not be something else than what they are? Could my eyes open to the light or are the stars all I'll ever see in your eyes? Nothing is sacred but so beautiful and tainted. I breathe this out
NOTE: I only post songs when I am A -moping over some shit or B - if I'm just plain old depressed. In this case it's A.
Hey you, out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you, standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?
Hey you, dont help them to bury...
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ativan101:
Hell yeah......that would be
"THE FOURESOME COMING STRAIGHT TO YOU IN 2004"......
LOL.........shit maybe I oughta go take another shower...........oh boy.......
Today is a blah day.........I don't feel like doing anything now after stuffing my face w/ those nasty ass twinkies. I know if i take a hot shower, I'll be no good for the rest of the night. So, I suppose I'll remain frustrated & just a tad funky!!!!!
Oh yeah, I've heard that before.....oh, i live right off the highway & I end up in Queens somewhere asking some guy named Sal who's driving a camaro for directions! My friends hate when I do that.....I'm always asking people for directions.....I hate being lost. But it's funny though I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME FOR DIRECTIONS!!!!!!!! especially tourist, I LOVE FUCKIN W/ THEM!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!
you know......excuse me is this the way to the Empire State Building......& you turn them around & have them heading over to the West Side somewhere!
Yeah I know I'm Going To Hell.......I've Excepted My Fate!!!!!!!!
Ohhhhhhhhh sure now you guys wanna hang out & I can't even invite myself along cause I'm outta town!!!!!!!!!
WHERE IS THE LOVE!!!!!
Damn man......if I'd known it was gonna play out like this......you two could've come w/ me to Ct. there are spare bedrooms in this big ass house & you would've loved the casino & my friends are cool as hell out here!!!!
Such is life.................
"THE FOURESOME COMING STRAIGHT TO YOU IN 2004"......
LOL.........shit maybe I oughta go take another shower...........oh boy.......
Today is a blah day.........I don't feel like doing anything now after stuffing my face w/ those nasty ass twinkies. I know if i take a hot shower, I'll be no good for the rest of the night. So, I suppose I'll remain frustrated & just a tad funky!!!!!
Oh yeah, I've heard that before.....oh, i live right off the highway & I end up in Queens somewhere asking some guy named Sal who's driving a camaro for directions! My friends hate when I do that.....I'm always asking people for directions.....I hate being lost. But it's funny though I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME FOR DIRECTIONS!!!!!!!! especially tourist, I LOVE FUCKIN W/ THEM!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!
you know......excuse me is this the way to the Empire State Building......& you turn them around & have them heading over to the West Side somewhere!
Yeah I know I'm Going To Hell.......I've Excepted My Fate!!!!!!!!
Ohhhhhhhhh sure now you guys wanna hang out & I can't even invite myself along cause I'm outta town!!!!!!!!!
WHERE IS THE LOVE!!!!!
Damn man......if I'd known it was gonna play out like this......you two could've come w/ me to Ct. there are spare bedrooms in this big ass house & you would've loved the casino & my friends are cool as hell out here!!!!
Such is life.................
the_mad_monk:
*Big Hug* posting Pink Floyd by yourself is a bad sign! Anything i can do???
Oh yeah, you dont have to leave the environment for changes or the new you to take effect. It makes life easier to get out of the old and start a new but it is not necessary. I hope you find happiness.
I just can't go on a Monday night any other time is fine!!!!!!