tigress

oh my. I thought I was never coming back! I don't know where to start. I'm a little scattered because it's been over a month since I've been here. I feel lost.
I haven't had access to the net basically. I kept getting the run around only to find out that my phone lines cant support dsl beacause they're fiber optic! It took them a whole month to let me know this! grr!
other than that I've been the same ole me doing the same ole things. Working, working and working myself into madness! I don't like the whole christmas thing but every year (except last year) I feel obligated to buy people presents because they go and buy me something. I don't "celebrate" christmas.

I feel like a stranger here so I'll stop at that. I almost said fuck it. Once you're away from something or someone for so long it just really seems strange to come back. I know I'm making a huge deal out of it but that's the way I feel.