It's monday. I have to get down from the big fluffy cloud i was in all weekend and face going to work. bleh 
The Rawness of anger:
Today is tomorrow is today is yesterday is next week. In other words, Im bored of the routine. Im so tired of the run around and the phony masquerade that Im caught up in. Give me the rawness, the realness, the hotness, the coldness. Fuck me! Give me life. I want a reason to smile and a reason to cry. I want to understand the misunderstood. I want you to let go. Take these invisible restraints off of me. I wont go anywhere! Stop wearing that smile when inside theres nothing but shattered thoughts, filth and anger. You make me sick with love and even sicker with hatred. You make me angry without saying a word. You dont want me. You dont need me. And now, you dont have me. The end.
bored. just bored.
The Rawness of anger:
Today is tomorrow is today is yesterday is next week. In other words, Im bored of the routine. Im so tired of the run around and the phony masquerade that Im caught up in. Give me the rawness, the realness, the hotness, the coldness. Fuck me! Give me life. I want a reason to smile and a reason to cry. I want to understand the misunderstood. I want you to let go. Take these invisible restraints off of me. I wont go anywhere! Stop wearing that smile when inside theres nothing but shattered thoughts, filth and anger. You make me sick with love and even sicker with hatred. You make me angry without saying a word. You dont want me. You dont need me. And now, you dont have me. The end.
bored. just bored.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
poetik:
btw... YM? (OK, I'm totally clogging up your journal 
)
)
silencenoir:
I hear you there, chickie. I love working home BUT, there's a big butt.... I need to get OUT of here. I'm trying to break this boring routine I am in. Not easy I tell ya. Wanna go have a drink? *I wish*