today I feel good. I'm a bit confused. When I try to think or look ahead I see nothing. I've never been one with a plan but as time passes my father's words ring in my head "where will you be five years from now" ?
it's too much work to plan and I never stick with one thing for too long. I think I have issues with commitment period.
so I'll stick to adapting and molding and living my spontaneous, neverending adventure of a life. Maybe one day I'll change, but that day is not today hahahhaa! 
ok, it's a manic monday and i've decided that one job is not enough. I want to work 2 because I'm crazy and am tired of having too much time on my hands and nothing to do with it. The second one will be bartending. It's so much fun
I had a lucid dream (dreams where you can actually know you're dreaming and have some sort of control over it) . Mine was very sexual and intense and i would clothes my eyes think of someone. Then *poof* they would appear and we would be having sex. I'm so deprived......
ok, my e-buddies. have a great one!
it's too much work to plan and I never stick with one thing for too long. I think I have issues with commitment period.
so I'll stick to adapting and molding and living my spontaneous, neverending adventure of a life. Maybe one day I'll change, but that day is not today hahahhaa!
ok, it's a manic monday and i've decided that one job is not enough. I want to work 2 because I'm crazy and am tired of having too much time on my hands and nothing to do with it. The second one will be bartending. It's so much fun
I had a lucid dream (dreams where you can actually know you're dreaming and have some sort of control over it) . Mine was very sexual and intense and i would clothes my eyes think of someone. Then *poof* they would appear and we would be having sex. I'm so deprived......
ok, my e-buddies. have a great one!
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I'm like you, I can't stand doing nothing. I'm looking for a second job too. I was thinking maybe a sex shop or something very different from my every day job.
*goes off and sings.... just another manic monday.... oh wooooo*
2 jobs! good luck! I;ve had 2 jobs most of my life, and I finally have only one, and it's funny it kinda makes a difference. I can actually relax sometimes. Plus I never had time to do anything coz I was always working or goign to work, or coming from work... well you get the idea.
I'll just have to remember predictions don't always come true...
Have a good one too!