I'm lost in my world of monotony. (wishing I could express myself alot better

) The color of boredom is clouding my vision of the world. Making it seem like something it's not. My head hurts again like It does every single day. I pop these pills like candy and I've been eating way too much. I'm drowning in my sorrows and not looking forward to living the rest of my life this way. I wish to change things. No, I need to change a lot of things but talking about it is not how to do it. Actions speak. Words fade.
so that's the rant of the day.
tomorrow, I will eat well, exercise and be on my way to doing the things and people (hehehe) that make me happy.
We'll see......
I'm smiling just thinking about it