tiggre

Anger is a nasty beast, I know because I have to deal with it everyday myself. I think it's why I took up hockey, gives me a chance to really vent it out there.

You're very right, America is messed up, financially, environmentally and otherwise. People sometimes just don't want to see it, they deny it patt the rest of us on the head gently and say "It's going to be alright." It's frustrating and infuriating pretty much all at once. AS for being an SG that is a process that is REALLY tough. There aren't many black SG's and no amount of denail can change the numbers. I understand your frustrations.

Here's the thing though, you live everyday i your life making a difference. You strive to make change. Most women as attractive as you don't take Muy Thai kickboxing and from the looks of those muscles I'm willing to bet you're pretty good at it. You applied to be an SG and that is also a move for change. Skinny white boy me looked at your set four times and voted for you to go pink. So your presence here has left it's mark.

Last but not least don't ever, EVER apologize for venting. We need an outlet, it's a requirement for life. If not we grab a shotgun and shoot up a local shopping mall. Wouldn't you rather spot your emotions in words than bulletts? Like I said to start, anger is a beast and one that will consume you if you let it. You're a fighter I can tell, fight it in any way you need to. Everytone will be the better because you did.

aww well golf isnt a requirement. Im feeling very much the same way as you, and sleep is our natural way to work things out, i hope it helps.