tiggre

i wish i had someone in this whole entire world that i could just be completely honest with and they wouldn't tell me that what i felt was wrong, or that i'm being unreasonable, or call the cops or a mental hospital on me. I wish i could just be like everyone else and be okay with the way things are and ignore that the world is messed up and there is no god, and if there is he hates me, but unfortunately i am not like everyone else and i feel my emotions to the extreme, and have a very hard time hiding them from people. i can't be like everyone else. i never will. i am soooo tired of always feeling so bad about things i can't control. i'm tired of people being mad at me for it. if i really told anyone how i feel i'm afraid you would all feel the same. you would tell me to stop, and that i'm wrong. i'm not wrong! america and the world is centered around white people, and if i was white and at the level of attractiveness i'm at right now, i would already be a suicide girl. not only a suicide girl but i'm pretty sure i would have taken over the world by now. go ahead. tell me i'm wrong....and then live one day in my life.....