tigerwong

Today i sneaked up behind this girl i know to surprise her and say hi. I put a hand on her shoulder and did a stupid NY- accent "Hey, babeh, how YOU doin'?" thing. Yeah it surprised her. Of course none of this is important except to set the stage for this moment... she was wearing a tank top something-or-other and when my hand connected to her bare shoulder, it sent a feeling thru me that was hard to describe. I haven't touched a woman's bare skin in a really long time other than to shake hands or something else either mundane or silly. I don't know what it was, but the feeling of her skin in my hand was just like "ooooooooohhhhhh....."

I really miss touching someone. I miss everything about being in a relationship, really... but right now the biggest thing on my mind is the physical contact. I just really crave it right now... i think that what happened today was similar to what happens when you have the first taste of chocolate after years of a really strict diet.

[edit: 11 am Tuesday] Called my agent this morning just to check up on things and see what's going on, and also to see just how often is considered polite to call an agent. Turns out it's best to call about once a month. I figured it would be more often than that... but whatever. Now i know.