tigerwong

At about 2am yesterday morning, i had this dream that i was in a situation with some friends of mine (whom i don't even have) involving a bunch of... irish guys? Not sure. Anyway, joking insults led to shouting, which led to fighting, and one of them tried to kick me in the crotch. In the dream, his aim wasn't very good and something i was standing in front of ended up stopping his kick because he was too close to me (should have gone for the knee to the crotch instead of the kick). I ended up responding with a kick of my own, but i woke up at that point due to the king-size shot of adrenaline that hit my heart like a hammer. Seriously, my chest hurt.
I couldn't sleep till the adrenaline wore off and it got me thinking. What if that had actually happened? Would i be ok? These along with a whole host of other thoughts led to one conclusion: i need to train.

I haven't been doing any kind of consistent training at all, and i can feel the effects on my body. I need to get back into a pattern, and i've needed it since about two years ago. If nothing else, hopefully i can feel a little bit more like myself again, and maybe work a little bit of stress out.

Eventually i'd like to be able to afford training from a professional. damned if i'd know where to look, though.