tigerwong

huh...

I really don't have that many people i can talk to. By this is don't mean that i don't have friends who try to call me or anything, This past weekend was evidence enough of that (i'll get back to ya Jake, promise!). But what i mean is, that i seem to have precious few (i can count them on one hand) people with whom i can have a completely stream-of-consciousness conversation, and they won't even blink at the possibly "taboo" subjects raised in said conversation. I had a conversation with one of these precious few earlier this week, and i'm so grateful for it. It's rare that i get to talk about what's going on in my head about my past or just issues in my life and how i feel like they're affecting me.

This fact had occurred to me about a week ago.

Maybe i need more friends? I dunno. It's hard to make friends. There are very few people i feel like i can be open with. Plenty i'd love to hang out with and break the ice, but the opportunities are few, lately. Maybe some more will open up as the weather gets better. People get more social when it's warm.