tigerlily

well. my heart is still in traction, but there's also a part of me that's raging upwards out of all the smoke and fire, fierce and phoenixing.

and i can't express enough gratitude for all my friends right now, who are stepping forward and showing up in the most supportive and lovng ways. from calling me daily, to offering me their couches, to making me dinner, to acting as impish faeries to remind me that life is still magical. this includes all of you who have left me little love messages and extended yourselves to me. i have limited computer time right now, so i can't write you all, but soon i will be able to because...

sweetpeas and stephanie from my bellydance troupe lotus showed up at my house with... A COMPUTER AND MONITOR AND PRINTER AND SPEAKERS AND CD BURNER i am so set up!!!!!!!!! now i don't ever have to step foot in that stupid boys room again to get online

consider my blessngs counted.