wow, i have to say, i think i've got the best peeps as friends on this site...just got online for the first time in 5 days (computers = 
) and read all the comments to my last entry. you. all. rock. 
to you
so besides the fact that i can't get online and am resigning myself to the idea that i might be out of commision until november...*sigh*...what else is new?...
had an intense conversation with a friend this weekend re: my total lack of ambition or desire to have a "career"...this is a very long story, which i can't do justice to right now...but at this point in my life journey, after many "career" incarnations, i'm finding myself at quite the impass as to how to spend the time i've been given. many ideas and ideals that i had about what i would do have fallen by the wayside or been discarded, and i've just been drifting in limbo...until this conversation with a friend...where, for the first time in my life, i was given the suggestion that being unambitious might be ok. ....totally ripped the rug out from under me and i went sailing away....i actually cried with relief....and not in the sense that i now feel free to be a couch potato...but that the options of what my life can look like just expanded to the horizon...i finally released my last tenuous grip on living my life in any kind of "normal" traditional sense....and since those options were exhausted anyway...i'm discovering all these new, fresh and much prettier little critters knocking on my door. woo hoo!
) and read all the comments to my last entry. you. all. rock. to you
so besides the fact that i can't get online and am resigning myself to the idea that i might be out of commision until november...*sigh*...what else is new?...
had an intense conversation with a friend this weekend re: my total lack of ambition or desire to have a "career"...this is a very long story, which i can't do justice to right now...but at this point in my life journey, after many "career" incarnations, i'm finding myself at quite the impass as to how to spend the time i've been given. many ideas and ideals that i had about what i would do have fallen by the wayside or been discarded, and i've just been drifting in limbo...until this conversation with a friend...where, for the first time in my life, i was given the suggestion that being unambitious might be ok. ....totally ripped the rug out from under me and i went sailing away....i actually cried with relief....and not in the sense that i now feel free to be a couch potato...but that the options of what my life can look like just expanded to the horizon...i finally released my last tenuous grip on living my life in any kind of "normal" traditional sense....and since those options were exhausted anyway...i'm discovering all these new, fresh and much prettier little critters knocking on my door. woo hoo!
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bliss:
Good for you!!!!!
delirium_faerie:
there's a tigerlily bell! i love bells. i used to get one as an ornament every christmas when i was little. if i had my own house i'd have windchimes all over the outside.