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I knew it was over the moment I shut the door of my car, buckled my seatbelt, turned my the headlights on and started the ignition.

I couldnt hold it in any longer. I exploded into tears and howled like a banshee before tempering my sorrow into short quiet sobs.

That night, the hour was getting late, and it was just my time to go. We untangled ourselves from our warm embrace, and I left the bed and began packing my things.

Suddenly, he spoke to me.

Thank you, Alyssa for everything.

I halted my actions and my eyes darted his way.

Okay, I whispered and nodded dumbly, I know, I know.

My hope had been eating at my insides for months, but all of a sudden, it was gone. Somehow it felt so wrong.

I continued my depart and tried smiling back at him - for him, for him, but I felt no joy.

To me, he had been a child, and I was his broken toy.

His apartment was on the third floor, but when I got into that elevator, it felt like the longest ride in the world.

I had some time to think

I wasnt sure which bothered me more: the idea that he could have been lying to me, or the opposite he was truthful, but it just wasnt enough anymore.

But I certainly knew one thing back then

It

was

time

to

go

down.


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