I feel 2349832789473462 times better today. Why, you ask?
Well, I got to be a complete bitch, and that's always refreshing.
So I found out last night the man I'd been with for 8 months has been lying to me. About having cancer, about our relationship, about his past, about his friends, about his family, about his job, about his NAME. EVERYTHING.
I told him that I'd been with someone else.. because last night I damn well was.. and it's the first time a man's has gotten me to cum in AGES, god, Hunter (?) NEVER did. I had to tell him that too. Then I had to tell him to bug the fuck off and burn in hell.
And now I'm happy.
I realized that I haven't actually loved him for a long time now. The only thing that kept me holding on was the way he would make me feel so guilty for pretty much everything.. he had me feeling like the most horrible person in the world when a straight girlfriend of mine said I looked hot. Don't remember the mechanisms.. but he had me tight with that pity shit..
So now I'm free, and I'm realizing how much stronger dealing with this psychopath has made me, and I never have to feel guilty or look back and miss him..
And I know he's hurting, because I know he knows this, and I know that he loved me much more than I loved him..
He just fucked it up, that schizophrenic asswipe.
Well, I got to be a complete bitch, and that's always refreshing.
So I found out last night the man I'd been with for 8 months has been lying to me. About having cancer, about our relationship, about his past, about his friends, about his family, about his job, about his NAME. EVERYTHING.
I told him that I'd been with someone else.. because last night I damn well was.. and it's the first time a man's has gotten me to cum in AGES, god, Hunter (?) NEVER did. I had to tell him that too. Then I had to tell him to bug the fuck off and burn in hell.
And now I'm happy.
I realized that I haven't actually loved him for a long time now. The only thing that kept me holding on was the way he would make me feel so guilty for pretty much everything.. he had me feeling like the most horrible person in the world when a straight girlfriend of mine said I looked hot. Don't remember the mechanisms.. but he had me tight with that pity shit..
So now I'm free, and I'm realizing how much stronger dealing with this psychopath has made me, and I never have to feel guilty or look back and miss him..
And I know he's hurting, because I know he knows this, and I know that he loved me much more than I loved him..
He just fucked it up, that schizophrenic asswipe.
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carolanne:
they said the poses and lighting weren't great and that the theme needed work. Thank you though!
image:
LOL well...I try! LOL I've certainly had some crazy times anyway! lol I can't wait to get into LSU though! I have this feeling I'm about to start my party days all over again!! LOL