tigerangel

Ok goddammit.

I am going back to the gym.

Ugh. I am tired of being like this. Did you know I used to body build? Yessir, I did. I'm still pretty damn stong, but I am covered in FAT! ICK!! My mom and dad both were bodybuilders and my dad was a champion. We'd all work out together. It was great. Then I got married and I just ballooned. I mean, i have never been truly slim, I have always been voluptuous, and I like being like that. But enough is enough. It just isn't healthy. And I am sick of my feet hurting. I mean, they are going to hurt anyways considering I have plantar fasciitis, but the extra weight adds to it. I want to get back down to the wieght and size I was when I first started dating my hubby and we'd visit my folks in the Cayman Islands. I was so happy then.

And it's funny, cuz I know how to lose weight and everything I need to do to get healthy. I just haven't done it. A friend of mine over on the site we model on has been told by her doctor she needs to lose weight for her health. So she asked us girls for suggestions. And I wrote out a huge post telling her the main things to do and work on, etc. And I sat back and realized that I can dispense all the good advice, but I never heed it myself. Makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with me!

So, yeah, dammit! I want to be healthy again! Jesus, it's not like it is that hard to get in shape--you just really have to want it. And I do! Plus, I want to look good when I move to Texas in the next few months and see my baby again! I want his jaw to drop when he sees me!

So, everyone! Give me encouragement and a nice HUZZAH!!

Yay!