you ever feel like everyday is the same? a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy... I havent been happy in almost three weeks and it's starting to take it's toll... I need something new, something exciting and dangerous, something that feels like it will actually matter if I do it, not this same bullshit day in and day out routine that has become my life. when did life seace to be fun? when did i become this old man that cant feel happiness anymore? when did i become what i hate the most? last year ended shitty for me and this year started shitty as well. i feel like a hallow, empty shell of what i used to be..... so this is life huh.... fuck! 