tiger69

As if life couldn't take a break from throwing me curve balls. It was a mad dash to get someone to fill in for my helper bee for my volunteer work tonight. Thank God someone could help out or I woulda been SOL. This whole week has been a crazy time. I seem to cause myself more problems than I need. Intentions are good, but it sure takes a toll on me. I guess that is why I am so "what the fuck" about things these days. No matter what I do, drama unfolds around me. Must be creating it to keep myself from totally being bored. You'd think that I could come up with more interesting ways to keep myself occupied. It seems as though I love to be on the shit end of the stick...get your minds outa the gutter....

Then I book myself to work saturday morning...so everything is going on for friday night! has been so long since friday nights have been interesting. As soon as I have to work Saturday morning, parties materialize! No rest for the wicked, self-sabotage is the nom de juer (however u spell that). I miss my mohawk. Sportin' a small fro right now. Working as a health care practitioner has limited my ability to have funky hair. That totally sucks! What to do with my hair...grow it out, go bald again, wait it out to get the corn rows, do dreads again...

I'll probably chump out and do the safe thing...don't want to drive away the prudes that pay the bills. The mohawk with the corn rows was by far my fav haircut! Second was bald with the same facial hair.

Whatever... I should think about sleep so that I can work with a clear mind tomorrow. Still gotta get my tax stuff together...