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How's everybody doing? PerfectEquation had an awesome b-day last weekend. It was fun seeing most of you again. Coming up is Manda's this weekend so that should be fun. I think the hot weather is making everybody (including myself) a little edgy lately, but it seems to be cooling down so hopefully some sanity will fall back into place.

Blah...

I want my old self back. Was far less stressed about, well, everything. Everything was better then.

I'm bored. I want a keytar for no apparent reason.

Also, the thing that I can't the least, is not what I best the most.

I'm slowly building my wardrobe back up with the aid of the lovely PerfectEquation to garuntee all my clothes are awesome. For those who didn't know, I left all my darks in the laundry a long time ago and when...
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Dear World,

Please send:
Hugs & kisses

Thanks,
-M

PS- Also, send more friends I can hang out with and see more then twice or so a month.

Had a pretty blah weekend. Didn't do much. Life is just kinda droning on lately. Same pitfalls I hit over and over. The more I think of things being like they used to be, the further away they seem to regain. I need to get out more because my craziness is just futher multiplied by being cooped inside most of the time. And being inside...
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How's everybody?

So the game testing is still going. We're supposed to be delivering soon so I don't know how much longer I'll have this job after this project is up. I dunno. I guess I need to start looking for another job nowish.

I don't really know what I'm doing any more. Not much direction in any path. I just kinda feel like I'm drifting along...
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So I got a job at Vivendi Games as a QA Tester. This means I play test games and get paid for it. I'm super stoked and I start with orientation this Thursday and training Friday. Huzzah!

Other then that I'm bored.

I also got an awesome toy, special delivery, from San Fran via PE. Annnd a huge bag of deformed Jelly Belly jelly beans....
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Well I got an interview for a job as a game tester on Monday. We'll see how it goes.

Why do I sabatoge myself at the end of every relationship? I get crazy. Say random, unecessarily rude shit. My imagination coupled with jealousy rages out of control and I just make it easier for the other person to distance themselves from me when it's really not what I want at all. One minute I'm fine and the other I'm Dr. Asshole, here to penetrate...
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