Jethuth Chritht it's fucking thurs. None too soon because that means tomorrow is fri., annnd that means I get to see my baby and, well, that just makes me smile 
Money sucks again this month. With things closing in on me like certain expenses (possible increase in rent once one of my roommates leaves, saving up for a deposite on a new place once it's time to move, bills bills and more bills, overdraft charges to make up for, rent for this month, trying to save up for a car for once I move otherwise taking the bus will be hellish, etc. etc.) it's hard to even actually save anything up. I can't really get a second job seeing as the one I work now takes up the whole day, and I'd most likely die if I worked on weekends.
My work has adjusted our schedules now for some reason (details that would bore everybody so I'll spare you) so now I work from 10-7 rather then 9-7, but still get clocked for the 9-7 so I don't lose my hour of OT that I get every day (thank god). This way I get to wake up at 7:30ish rather then the usual 6:30! Woohoo! On that note, the girl is attempting to eat better and work out and stuff, which kind of prompted me to get back into things again. All these years of smoking cigarettes and weed and not doing my martial arts has made me slow and short breathed. She joined the, uh, weight loss group I think it is so I'm gunna do the same so we can be all cute and work out together and stuff and get all hot ("Hotter then you guys already are? Is that possible?" Yes...I know it's hard to believe, but we aim high) . That being the case, along with my new hours, I'm goin to wake up at 7am and start my regiment again (hung kun breathing excersizes, ba shur stance training, triangle body basics, iron stomach, etc.) and hopefully do that at least 3 times a week, and build myself back up to every morning like I used to. I expect to see a huge increase in general feeling-good-in-the-morningness, energy, and stamina. I didn't realize how in shape martial arts kept me until I didn't do it...for about 2 years straight...and was still smoking cigs
So now I feel like crap on the inside and I can tell my body hates me for it.
I've also made a vow to start eating better. Not that I eat junk food ALL the time, or what I usually eat is especially unhealthy, but my diet is...unusual to those who know me. I pretty much only eat meat. I don't like veggies. It's a mental block that I'm still trying to get over. Not like they taste bad or whatever, I think it's texture. But when I try to eat them, I'm dead serious, my gag reflex will kick in and I'll throw it up. It's fucked up, I know. But I do eat fruit and stuff and am going to start taking vitamins again to try to get in the stuff I'm missing. Back to the eating better, PE is going to help me with that. I promised her that if she made it for me in a delicious way, I'd be willing to try some various veggies again simply because I know 1-they're good for me, and 2-I need the ruffage in my system or I'll die of clogged arteries by age 40.
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What? You thought I'd forget? Random link!
Todays link will be hard on you if you're a Star Wars fan, and for that...I'm sorry
This, by far, is the 1st bastardization of the series I've seen. I thought this day may come, but not so soon. *Sigh* Those with a weak stomach should avoid looking at this.
BLASPHEMY!!!
Money sucks again this month. With things closing in on me like certain expenses (possible increase in rent once one of my roommates leaves, saving up for a deposite on a new place once it's time to move, bills bills and more bills, overdraft charges to make up for, rent for this month, trying to save up for a car for once I move otherwise taking the bus will be hellish, etc. etc.) it's hard to even actually save anything up. I can't really get a second job seeing as the one I work now takes up the whole day, and I'd most likely die if I worked on weekends.
My work has adjusted our schedules now for some reason (details that would bore everybody so I'll spare you) so now I work from 10-7 rather then 9-7, but still get clocked for the 9-7 so I don't lose my hour of OT that I get every day (thank god). This way I get to wake up at 7:30ish rather then the usual 6:30! Woohoo! On that note, the girl is attempting to eat better and work out and stuff, which kind of prompted me to get back into things again. All these years of smoking cigarettes and weed and not doing my martial arts has made me slow and short breathed. She joined the, uh, weight loss group I think it is so I'm gunna do the same so we can be all cute and work out together and stuff and get all hot ("Hotter then you guys already are? Is that possible?" Yes...I know it's hard to believe, but we aim high) . That being the case, along with my new hours, I'm goin to wake up at 7am and start my regiment again (hung kun breathing excersizes, ba shur stance training, triangle body basics, iron stomach, etc.) and hopefully do that at least 3 times a week, and build myself back up to every morning like I used to. I expect to see a huge increase in general feeling-good-in-the-morningness, energy, and stamina. I didn't realize how in shape martial arts kept me until I didn't do it...for about 2 years straight...and was still smoking cigs
So now I feel like crap on the inside and I can tell my body hates me for it.
I've also made a vow to start eating better. Not that I eat junk food ALL the time, or what I usually eat is especially unhealthy, but my diet is...unusual to those who know me. I pretty much only eat meat. I don't like veggies. It's a mental block that I'm still trying to get over. Not like they taste bad or whatever, I think it's texture. But when I try to eat them, I'm dead serious, my gag reflex will kick in and I'll throw it up. It's fucked up, I know. But I do eat fruit and stuff and am going to start taking vitamins again to try to get in the stuff I'm missing. Back to the eating better, PE is going to help me with that. I promised her that if she made it for me in a delicious way, I'd be willing to try some various veggies again simply because I know 1-they're good for me, and 2-I need the ruffage in my system or I'll die of clogged arteries by age 40.
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What? You thought I'd forget? Random link!
Todays link will be hard on you if you're a Star Wars fan, and for that...I'm sorry
This, by far, is the 1st bastardization of the series I've seen. I thought this day may come, but not so soon. *Sigh* Those with a weak stomach should avoid looking at this.
BLASPHEMY!!!
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"Beautiful things it seems to be
Go on all around me
I'm so glad you found me"
aw jethuth chritht