So last night was our last party night. I mean, I can still smoke but I figure it would be better if I stop with him. We were hanging out with his best friend/"bottom bitch". We rolled a joint that consisted of 4 dimes of weed, put in the grinder, and made into a nice fluffy little pile. This joint was the size of a blunt and burned FOREVER. Then he got the idea to look for molly (of course we found NONE.) So then he looks at me and asks "How do you feel about going skiing?"
"I feel fabulous about going skiing."
"Say no more."
A half hour later, the three of us were in his friend's room, they were playing xbox and I was playing fruit ninja on my phone.... just ZINGING our faces off. He just kept looking at me and saying, "do you even understand what I'm going to
do to you when we get home?" (I had a few ideas.)
So we're all talking, and it gets hot so we go out back on the porch and smoke another joint. He says he's done smoking after this, and me and his friend both say we'll stop smoking with him til he gets off parole in November. (Which I already offered to do, and he told me no a couple weeks back.) I guess the jail scare yesterday had him thinking maybe he should listen to me more haha. So we all agreed to not smoke weed for awhile, and he looked at us and said "I love you guys." (i'm kinda not sure if it was directed more at me or his friend....) Then we left and went home.
He proceeded to tell me how awesome I am repeatedly.
best blowjob, best sex, etc.
Massive amounts of sex ensued, with little breaks for conversations, like what we thought of each other when we met for the first time (I thought he would think I was a slut, he was worried I thought he was crazy), what he plans on doing in the next few months to get through the slow season at work, and how he's gonna start helping me out more with money when I need it. In his words, "i just feel bad that you're always helping me out and I feel like its not fair to you.
I just want you to be happy." And since my heart didn't just explode out of my chest right then, I just said "I am happy. You make me
really happy."
Like for real for real? This is my life now?
