tie1on37

I've been thinking about writing alot lately. It was something I used to do so often, and it never really had point to achieve. Mostly just mindless ramblings at best, but still after 3 years I still have very low ambitions to pick up a pen or sit in front of the computer. hell the only reason I;m writing this is to vent about a day that should have been over long ago. Drama that shouldn't even exist. A girl who wants nothing to do with me other than to be the voice on the other end of a phone. None of the three have anything in particular to do with each other but all tie into the cluster fuck of a day. See rambling getting off track. I dont know if its this town, lack of motivation, or the lacking of ability to do it anymore, because it use to come so naturally like speaking. Now it comes in sperts, and fragmented sentences with improper punctuation poor spelling and running and running on. Although Luke and Trevor seem to be pushing me towards getting back into writing. We bat around story ideas all the times. Brainstorm movie ideas and characters and funny lil dialogue. Yet none of it ever gets put on paper. Trevor and I tryed passing a notebook for like a week, but all the pages are illegible at best. Drunken chicken scratch mostly. So bad that I myself can not even decipher what its saying.

In conclusion R2D2 would make an awesome friend, and im going to get stoned. PEaCE