he was inordinately shy at times, causing him sadness and regret on occasion at what could have been if he had only been just a bit bolder...

Loved too quickly
too deeply
too hard
too long
too fast
and all the wrong folks
first

hey skruff....naropa has lots of schlorships and financial aide and stuff....send them some of you're writing!
they may very well just love you at the jack kerouac school for disembodied poetics---give you a full ride!---they do a writing workshop...i think in the summer, that you may want to check out as well.
my ex was a writer/ spiritual seeker sorta guy and was checking it out for their writing program. i thought it was really cool, but like i said..it's tiny! for awhile i was interested in their art therapy masters, but ...nah. and boulder rules! i loved it...i don't know if i'd want to live there for a long amount of time, but for a couple years of school...it'd be great.

1. I get pedicures.

2. Blur. Colin Zeal. leave it to the DJ.

yayayaya.. what do i win?? i want a PONY! wheeeeeeee!

1) did i bring this upon myself?
2) boring person.

did that last one go thrugh?
if so, obviously, it was'nt complete...
anyway...good to meet you!
i like ya!

atmosphere isn't trip-hop at all, or anything near it. it's just plain ol' rap. i don't know where the hell they got the 'emo' from.

1. i don't have anything that makes me feel the way kazin is describing; nothing that helps me put my existance into a different perspective. raising my daughter, perhaps, but that isn't considered 'creativity.' i've always considered my personal creative outlet- my art- to be dj'ing. a lot of people think that it's just playing a bunch of records, but its not at all...at least not for me.

1) My "sister" veronica... we were best buds for nine years and we had a major problem with emotional boundries...I think (hope) we'll forgive each other.
2) A TJ jail cell. got drunk... got into a fight...i was detained... watching people shit and piss in a whole in the ground... very scary stuff.

First truth, life is "dukkha", suffering. Second truth, suffering is caused by desire. Thirst for things that are pleasing and repulsion of that what is unwanted and unpleasant.
Third truth, a way out of suffering aka "nirvana". Ceasing of desire and attachment is the cease of suffering.
Fourth truth, "dharma" a way of conduct out of attachment and "dukkha".
You gotta love it when it's that tidy and logical.

1) I guess a girlfriend doesn't count huh? The funny thing is that dramatic arguments and whatknot aren't as final and separating as just slowly drifting apart.

2) You know funny thing was I couldn't think of anyplace for a while and then the comment above reminded me and it was obvious - the 16 hours I spent in jail downtown.
Also I did some travelling. The first night was in bangkok which was freaky for me being the first time there starting my trip, arriving past midnight.
Coming into Calcutta was even freakier, an amazingly filthy and chaotic place.

Maybe you should switch to menthol...
or hang some sunglasses down the front of your shirt, that should do the trick

that dude is wearing a mentholmuscleshirt -what the fuck?

hey skruff keep me posted as usual on SGSD.
Those were just a couple of ideas I threw out.

happy thanksgiving

edith anne is an old lily tomlin character. she's 5 years old, and ends every monologue by saying, 'and that's the truth!' and blows the audience a raspberry.

she even did it on sesame street once.

we have a fireplce at our house but it's gas with fake logs! what a fucking rip off huh?