tibarraji

Lyrics for the day

I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
the thought is too
Much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You...
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so... i have been uber depressed lately. well... thats not quite accurate. i have found that there is a place beyond depressed, and its not fun. in fact, its not anything. its a complete sense of apathy. i have been telling myself that unless something drastic happens in my life very soon, there wont be anything left.

a little over 2 years ago, i had...
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HOW TO DIE... but first, how not to:

NOT in a smelly old bloody-gutted bed in a resthome room drowning in the damp wash from related souls groping around you in an ocean heavy with morbid fascination with agony, sin and guilt expiated, with clinical faces and a fat priest kneeling on the naked heart.

NOT in snowy whiteness under arc lights and klieg lights...
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so this is my first blog here on SG...

i sometimes consider myself an artist... and some times consider myself an interloper... either way, i finished an image of squee last week....i was tyring out some new techniques in photoshop... im not completely happy with the results... but hey... it was the first time tryin it... and ya never know till you try... right?

well......
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