tiamat

I was just at my cottage in Ontario.
I think if i were to reincarnated as an animal it would have to be a chipmunk. they are just so cute. i was walking w/ a relative's black lab amongst the trees and one jumped off a branch and dove (dived?) into a pile of leaves and poked his head out. silly little guy. he sat there for about 20 min w/ a leaf on his head. so we had a staring contest. obviously i have lots of free time when i am up there...
my cousin is getting married, she is 22, has 2 nice cars w/ her fiance, finished school and bought a new house w/ 2.5 acres. obviously i have gone wrong somewhere.
s'okay though. i am so excited about toronto. one of my best friends is taking me to the gay bars. i want to check out babylon where queer as folk is filmed.
still i am homesick. i miss BC. i miss the ocean. i know i have only been gone shortly but there are no mountains! looks like i am a west coast girl.
i am also packing on a little bit. damn grandma's cookies. screw it. it isn't like i'll be getting any from her when i am home.
luv ya guys.