tiamat

I can't believe how much I procrastinate.
I always find something stupid to do to waste time that I don't have. Like see how much pineapple I can eat until I get sick. Maybe it is because I know if I stop for a second then I start thinking and a thinking Tiamat is a dangerous Tiamat.
I decided that I am going to go to the bar tonight. For some reason, I think the ex has precedence over going to my Wednesday nights at Evolution instead of me going. But it was my bar first! I know I am being immature about her but I am quite territorial over my 80's nights. Anyways, I look particularly cute tonight and I want to try my chances with this really cute boy or perhaps the girl I have been crushing over. My numbers have been at a stalemate for two months now and I need to throw in some fresh blood to get a new found zest. Wish me luck!
On a sad note, the end of High Art is so depressing. Why did Lucy have to die? Why? I feel like I am on an emotional roller coaster, Must stay away from copious amounts of paraphernalia.
I think I will go shopping.