tiamat

i have been feeling nostalgic lately. remembering the past. i think i am getting nervous about my big move to taipei in a couple of months. 2 years in a foreign country will probably make or break me. at least i'll have clover and the big gay ole' bro bro. i worry about moving into a haunted apartment. my friend from taipei told me that the majority of the city was built on graveyards. doesn't help that i watch asian horror movies weekly. work is tolerable. supposedly i talk too much even though i am always working at the same time. staff aren't allowed to converse. it is a fucking cafe. people pick up on cold energy when the staff is uncomfortable with each other. school is done tomorrow. i got in an argument with the bitch subsitute. i hate when teachers teach material they have created. especially when it is irrelevant to the subject. why is she teaching us about her past jobs when they are non-applicable to teaching english? we have a party tommorrow with my real teacher which i am sure will be fun and balance out the hoeness of the sub. we had peeps over for crepes and marguaritas the other night. i drank too much. surprise surprise and we went to the strippers. also, surprise surprise. there is a mouse in my house. the live traps are not working and despite being a veggie, i finally gave in and got death traps. nothing is being caught in either. it forced me to clean out all my unnecessary furniture and send it away to the sally ann as well as my copious amounts of clothing. i am getting hair extensions later this week. having long hair will be a first for me. my inspiration in elfquest. anyone ever read that comic? it was out in the 80's. i think i am in a fashion show next week at lick so if any of you are in the area you should come. oh and by the by, thanx for the compliments on the pictures in Terminal City. it takes me a back when i see how much weight i've lost since my first set. soon i'll actually try to exercise and get back to my high school weight just in time for fun in the sun. i am really looking forward to may. i need to be spoiled. okay, i am actually always spoiled. someone is always there to give the love. but i want sun and massages and drinks on the beach. and of course disneyland rides. this entry is long. what other inane babble can i fit in here. right now i am feeling full of panago pizza and gingerale. i am listening to ani, lamb and gwen wearing a towel and marvelling at the scratches and bruises on my arms. i constantly look like an addict when the only thing i am addicted to is puppy snuggles and kisses. you know i am going to make this entry the longest ever. on the topic of puppies, me (hungover) and cloves made the long journey to cap college to see tangent_one because she wanted everyone to meet clover before she comes on her puppy adventure with me to asia. on the way home, as some creepy dude stared at my crotch and made no effort to hide his fascination with us, clover projectile vomited all over us. the bus ride and doggy treats were too much for her little tummy. it was rank. tangent_one sat on it. i broke out in hysterical laughter. but dogs aren't really allowed on buses so we tried to regain some composure.
i guess i should put some clothes on and get ready for work. but i want to take a nap first.

can someone please for the love of all that is holy pick a new profile picture for me from my sets. i was 21 in that picture and i look like a child. i am too lazy to find one and i usually hate pictures of myself which increases my indecisiveness.

xoxoxoxoxoxo tiamat