tiamat

school roxes. i luvs me school. i get to make balloon animals and play pictionary. tomorrow i am doing up a lesson plan on alligator cards. i think i am in school to be a clown.
clover keeps giving me bad looks. i think she feels the stress of the house. i am planning on moving soon. i don't feel as happy as i could be and it feels like there are constant reminders of this everywhere i turn. i am thinking about teaching abroad. are they sticklers about having dogs move to new countries? she is practically a person. eww just remembered something that happened the other day. i was stopped on the street by these ladies in a car...in east van mind u, where they nicely asked me questions about clover and acted like they knew me. then they proceeded to proposition clover for her services for their dog...by street light...on a sidewalk...once again :in east van
my plans for my desired body mod also has to be put on hold cause the one co-signer i had thought they had good credit...turns out they don't. *sigh* i was so close.
oh is it ever chilly in here. i am wearing a toque in my house and long pajamies. maybe i need to go somewhere hot.
lately i have been getting really jealous of other people. i am blessed to have a family like mine and to have a pups as i do, but still i wish i had what some of my friends have. meeting the one true love bullshit and travelling the world. it scares me when peeps who are middle aged tell me they haven't left canada or seen the ocean in 7 years even though they live right by it. i never want to be like that.
in other news, if i was a guy i think i would be impotent. do they make viagra for 23 year old girls?


much love,
tiamat