tiamat

dear lil apricots,

i always find it particularly amusing when lil hip hop boys follow me despite my lack of interest. especially when they follow me off the bus the whole time emphasizing how they must work out tonight because they have been too busy being playboys all week to actually spend time gaining momentum during their work out session. fuck off.
after that painful moment in time, i met tangent_one last night for snacks and martinis. on our way to the bar, we watched two guys beat the shit out of some guy by kicking him in the head and their gfs bitch slapped his girl. the whole while everyone with a cell phone described the incident to their friends instead of calling the cops. what the fuck is up w/ people? are we so desensitized that something like that is merely entertainment? being that there was only 2 of us, the best we could do was shout that the cops were coming which stopped them from kicking the guys head in.
i have never seen a fight before and this did not sit well w/ me. the closest thing i have ever come to a fight, besides w/ my brothers, was when i was in grade 6 and i kicked some guy in the crotch and raged on him and his friend for pushing my little brother off of the sidewalk. maybe big city living is too scary for me.
perhaps we will go out with some people to night...*ahem* and watch go go dancers at celebrities... basically that journal sums up the excitement in my life this past two days.
been listening to a lot of josh martinez lately... wonder whose influence that is.

have i ever mentioned how amazing wonderful and sexy the members and girls are on this site? love y'all.
xoxo tiamat



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