i am in a pissy mood. 
why? i am not sure. this weekend must have taken a toll on me. i am frustrated w/ the concept of rushing through life and working only to possibly receive a couple of years in a disgusting retirement home. then comes afterlife. but maybe i will be too tired for afterlife and don't want it. but then once the decision is made to not participate in an afterlife there is no turning back. then what....
so i feel like ditching out on school/work/commitments to spend life eating and sleeping...sleeping and eating until i am too fat to move and will resort to making fat couch porn in order to pay for the eating....
i think i need more sleep... ignore this ranting
and think about more positive happy things than tiamat drivel.
kisses,
tiamat
why? i am not sure. this weekend must have taken a toll on me. i am frustrated w/ the concept of rushing through life and working only to possibly receive a couple of years in a disgusting retirement home. then comes afterlife. but maybe i will be too tired for afterlife and don't want it. but then once the decision is made to not participate in an afterlife there is no turning back. then what....
so i feel like ditching out on school/work/commitments to spend life eating and sleeping...sleeping and eating until i am too fat to move and will resort to making fat couch porn in order to pay for the eating....
i think i need more sleep... ignore this ranting
and think about more positive happy things than tiamat drivel.
kisses,
tiamat
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inhaler97:
ignores your rants, but collects the kisses
big_baby_satan:
sorry I didn't show up last night, I was on my way and I ran into a friend I haven't seen in a year and he made my go to darcy's I really wanted to see you girls too. Stupid pushy friend