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I was reminded by my dear friend Emily_M that it was time to update. This will be kinda short and not very in depth but I will elaborate later if I feel like it or if you think my life is that interesting. Which it really isn't. I am going to my ex's mother's funeral today(I never thought I would string this sentence together.) Yes, it's been like three weeks since she died but because of her family members being so fucked up and selfish they cremated her weeks ago but didn't want to hold the funeral until now. I just have to remember to keep my mouth shut and not go off on her father and sister. It will be hard for me to do but I will do it for her and her mom. Besides that, are we getting back together? Not now. I still hold a lot of anger and need to get past that and there is a very good possibility I might come accross someone else that makes me excited and gives me those butterflies in my stomach that I haven't felt in a while. Now only to find that girl. Of course I could go off on how dating sucks and all that crap but you know what? Negative attitudes get you nowhere. I have hope that I will find the person that is right for me. May they be new or someone from the past.
Work. I've been doing a lot, almost too much. But I keep telling myself it's money. But when do I tell myself that it's also too much stress? I work about 6 days a week from 8-12 hours a day. Some of the jobs are easy but I do like my down time and the holidays aren't going to get any slower. I will be shooting the Freaker's ball tomorrow so if you see a blonde guy with a big camera come say hi. and if it's not me then at least you were friendly to someone and feel that you're doing your part to make the world a better place.
By the way on the whole dating thing on the SG site, I don't know what to do. I want the "Update Profile" thing off but I feel a little corny filling it out but at the same time I would hate to say I'm off the market. Is there a selection for "On the market but feels goofy about filling out a dating profile?"
Well that's all for now. I guess this wasn't a short update like I said it would be but I could say so much more.
Later my SG friends!