thyrist

I have come to realize or is it to reconfirm that I am way too anal about things. I have gone back to my first entry to correct grammer and spelling 3 times now. I don't think anyone has even read it and would care about the errors. I think I might be a little OCD.
So I've decided to make this journal my therapy. It's a hell of a lot cheaper than a psychologist and I can go back and read how ridiculous my problems are.
If this blatant rant sounds like its coming from a man scorned well it is. I am finally reaching the "fuck her it's time to move on" point in my life. But boy is that hard to stick with after 3.5 years with a girlfriend. The deatails are too long to list but I must forget the past and the horrible "romantic" images I have of her with a guy she always said was just a friend! You know it is usually the guy that says "she's just a friend" and means "until I can get into her pants". But I'm the one who means it and my ex is the one who lies. OOOOOH the anger! but isn't this one of the stages of grief in order to get to acceptance? Now I need to get out and meet people and not stay on this computer for so long bitching and moaning. So where do I start? I guess it's time to start thinking of me again.
Please ignore my rant unless you have any advice. It is my therapy and you are my psychologists.
And now I must go back and proof read this 5 times.
I just asked Trent and Zephyra to my friend list. Once again before even chatting with them but I found their profiles interesting and would like to keep myself updated with them if they wouldn't mind. Have a good evening everyone!