thyrist

I made a girl cry last night. I went to meet Girl B for a movie and dinner but prior to that she had me meet he at a bar where she was with a few friends. So okay fine I went. She introduced me to her pals and then we started talking on our own. She asked if I heard from my ex and I said yes. Actually my ex wrote me an email finally saying that she gives up and she won't bother me anymore. But back to Girl B. So she tells me that her and her ex are "kinda" getting back together (I knew it would happen) and I guess she could see in my face that well that was it for me. So she asked if we could be friends and I said "honestly no". I would never be a real friend to her because I could never hear about her boyfriend or any of that crap and that's what friends are for. And I just told her I liked her too much and I know we would be excellent together so I can't just hang around hoping that would happen. Then the tears came. So that was great here I meet a bunch of her friends and after we start talking I make her cry. So I look like the ass! We still go get something to eat and a movie and we have a GREAT time! But in the end it all came down to her asking if she would ever see me again. Probably not. I did say if she ever figured that she would like to give it a try to call me but I can't wait around. So again she cried. There was a lot of stuff said in between but this is already long enough. I hate when people cry! Especially when it has something to do with me. So she said she may still try contacting me and that it's up to me how I respond if I do.
So again I come across a girl that thinks so much of me that my abscence makes her cry but she won't just let go of the past (the ex) and give it a chance. My timing sucks!
Oh well.