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Saturday Jun 20, 2009

Jun 20, 2009
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I have come back to this place that I have wanted to avoid for so long. The weather is beautiful, but it is the impending cold that chills my spirit even as i consider the sky. Its easy to wonder whether or not I will be able to remain in the lines of life. I have never been great at it, but this recent path has pushed me beyond my tolarance for the obscenely basic.

I am back to being me....at a cost. Yet, i would rather be the creature I was born to be. The "system" is unaware of what I am or what I am capable of. I am no long containing my tendencies to...play. All bets are off and it feels incredibly good to not feel bad for being a social engineer.
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aldremech:
Everything worthwhile is done at some cost.
Jun 20, 2009
arctcknight:
are you back in the banks?
Jun 21, 2009

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