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Canelle's set is pretty intriguing. Going to have to go check that out.

As for the boy, WHELP. I think the thing with him is that he doesn't have a lot of freetime. When he's not working or in class, he's trying to record songs or doing homework or planning something. SO I guess I understood (when we first met) that I wouldn't get a lot of time to see him. And now I'm just like, if he doesn't want to make time to see me outside of random rendezvous at like 2 AM where hooking up will DEFINITELY happen, who cares? I can't pine after this kid anymore. He has been nothing but added stress since the day we met and for fucking naught. I've gotten nothing out of it but headaches, some interesting poems and disappointments that were based on expectations I shouldn't have had. It hurts more now to say goodbye to something I never knew would even occur than to keep chasing things that will never be. It's been two months. Like fuck the dumb shit. He's just going to have to hate me then because I hang out with all his friends so meh. >>
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