thurmis

So I've been feeling a little uneasy about my music lately. I feel like I have put so much into it with little return. I've had a couple of songs used in a handful of documentaries that no one has ever seen or heard of, but that's about it. I toyed around with the idea of trying something else, push aside what I'm comfortable doing and try a different style but I'm still not sure that's the answer. For a couple of days I actually thought about getting rid of all of my equipment and just giving up.

I sat down at my desk the other day and just flipped through a few projects I have been working on and I can't give it up, I can't do something different. I need to keep at what I was doing and I need to do it for me. I think the reason I have not had any luck getting the masses to accept my music is because I'm not doing it for anyone else except myself. I have a few friends that I know enjoy it, and I do it a little bit for them too, just because it's nice to have someone enjoy my work.