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it's been awhile, i've lost interest. bands having a show tommoro, and another on the 14th outside of a bar. should be fun. gave blood today at my high school, didn't hurt much but it felt wierd. been having a lot of shows recently. i'd like to play tremont. sigh. so yea just sittin at home doing nothing. Midway through lifes journey i find myself...
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i wrote a journal yesterday but i accidentally erased it. it was a long one. i'm too lazy to write another:
Around in circles we see the whole picture chained up to the system i must let go, like dolls we are played with raised up through society, told what to do, how to speak and what to be.
....ftw

hooray for me. it's almost sick how people can write in these things on the twinge of hope that someone might read it so that the person writing can feel better about themselves and acquire a bit of attention to their otherwise shitty lives. good thing i'm not one of them haha....yea but i do like being able to organize my thoughts into a physical...
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howdy. once again i am forced to write down my frustrations in life into a small and bounding white box in cyber space. so yea yesterday i bought a full stack from a mechanic friend of mine. or at least i thought he was my friend. i cleaned it up and touch painted it today. it's real nice 120 watts tube state for those who...
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So yea like i went to a tai restaurant yesterday with my parents. I love tai. If you haven't tried it, it's like spicy good tasting japanese stuff with stronger flavors. and peanuts. Anyways, i had some nampringpau duck and it was good. So yea...i'm in school again, i'm a senior this year. wuhoo. yep. so far it sucks majorly. i miss the good old...
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so yea i'm gonna keep writing in this har journal on the premise that someone might actually read it...ha that's rich so yea i've been working my ass off for the past 3 days. i had a lovely day at work. first thing in the morning another mechanic named carlos (and friend of mine) gets in a fight with my dad's partner....mass hysteria ensues. my...
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got back in town a couple days ago. went to sam ash yesterday with a buddy of mine. it was kinda depressing cause there was all this nice stuff we couldn't afford and one of the sales reps played a little and just blew my mind with how good he was. so yea i'm supposed to take my brother to carowinds but i don't really...
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hooray, day one, my grandma died today, my dad got to her house in kentucky 15 mins too late. we're leaving tommoro for kentucky. my summer sucks majorly so far. my girl friend dumped me inbetween exhausting visits to kentucky to visit my dying grandma after i thought we were doing good, after she didn't do anything for my god damn birthday, not even a...
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