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Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

Feb 16, 2005
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sometimes that motherfucking insomnia just burns me out.
sometimes I wake up and hate the whole human strain.
sometimes I can't stop thinking about dead friends ..so many of them and so much to remind me.

but all that is nothing, it doesn't mean shit.
depression will always come and go, and there will always be something around to bring me down
.....if I look for it.
it's always so easy to remember the worst of times.

but it doesnt cost anything to remember the best.
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jovanka:
Well, I try to use depression as fuel. The best art, writing and film has come out of profound personal pain and tragedy - we have only to look to Edgar Allen Poe for that. It's important to be happy but you have to grieve, be pissed off, jealous, insecure and sadder than hell from time to time in order to appreciate the good times.
Be down if you need to, just don't get caught in the undertow.

Watch Wild at Heart and snuggle with your sweetie, that'll be a nice bandaid.
Feb 19, 2005
jovanka:
It's not that bad actually. I've been in a funk lately too so perhaps I was projecting some of the advice I need to give myself. Today's too stressful to allow me to be depressed. Dammit, I wanna mope for fuck sake! biggrin
Feb 21, 2005

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