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I don't regret nuthen I've ever done!
At this point, I don't owe nobody a explination!!! tongue
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i feel like shit today!
puke mad
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nicolelee:
exactly what Evil said. see? i didnt even need to TELL her that you were my brother.!!!

THUGLIFE!!!!
nicolelee:
request her friendship. i bet your sweeet ass that she accepts it. wink
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i got absolutly trashed at the bar last night puke ...such a head ache... met this absolutly georgeous female Shayna love , best believe i got them digits!
i gotta help organize a party at a couple of my friends house tonight, big party... 2 half barrels 20 bottles or so.... rediculous....

m'kay got people to do and things to see
i mean....
you get the point

wink biggrin
nicolelee:
hope you got some DDs around you!!!
ive been being good myself. dad gave me that case of yuengling and im only drinking it late night when i know im not going anywhere. no more drinking during the day. nope nope nope. not unless i got a driver. i've been lucky so far.

my journal is all about stepping back and seeing my own situation from another's eyes. as if, someone was telling ME a story about my life. thats how to figure out whats best to do. dont just listen to your heart and think everything that you want to. you COULD be taking it too fast.
shit like that is all easy to deal with. people come and go all the time, theres never any reason to get pissed. and you know how fast i go through friends... faster than underwear. just take it all with a grain of salt, you know? and yeah-- seeing people and dealing with whatever they have to you CAN be like putting that very same SALT that you're given DIRECTLY into an open wound... but in a few days, its over. just like that.

now if we can only get through the court system just the same, you know? wink

thanks for the text tonight. made me smile. we'll have to get drunk and sing that song again sometime, kiddo.

xo.
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I got my Citations from my run in with the police last Saturday and I'm to attend court on the 16th. Should be interesting.
That will end up bein another fine of $300. or so. . . DAMMIT!! I have terrible luck frown

I think I'm gonna give myself another mohawk today, havn't shaved my head in awhile and its gettin about that time, maybe I'll...
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nicolelee:
that $300 for the citation and the $85 for the lot fee over the weekend is chump change compared to what COULD have happened. you know this. i know this.

dont dye your hair before you go to county. dont wanna have a fat asshole. they like punk kids. especially UNBREAKABLE ones.

if i can, i'll try to come home for that. or at least as soon as you get out. we need some QT together. its been a while.

good lookin on having a driver. fo real. it changes a lot of things, and makes you feel WAY less guilty in the morning. biggrin

nik.
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I'VE BOUND MYSELF FOR GREATNESS. . .

"Subliminal criminal, infinite individual, tauntin' on your ego wit cridical rhyme ridicules / my mind residual paves my path of history / recordin' in order day-by-day acts of victory. . . I surpass the mystery!"

Lot of shit been goin on, I got pulled over again on Saturday night / Sunday morning, and I had alcohol in my...
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xhavokx:
single man huh?

take care of your sister... i am worried about her....
xhavokx:
yeah her last journal was really scary.... frown
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mad
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si_runt:
hey man, the party was great, sucked that you couldnt go... skull
stellablue1:
you are fucking hawt too....
i *heart* faux hawks....
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i hate workin so damn much, im ready to quit the 2nd job and sleep all the time in the afternoon like i use to. . .

my car is a piece of shit, it should blow up, but then again insurance wouldnt give me shit if it did! sucks!!

im goin to the bar to get plastered, hopefully i won't be able to walk...
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nicolelee:
having pappy at the house isnt so bad. he does his own thing and leaves everyone alone. he just hogs up the phone a lot. but hes cool. and his sarcasm is top notch.
like his one joke...
"all i wanted for christmas for boom was to get her a headstone... but the bitch just wouldnt die." eeek

... and its not like Boom walked much in the first place. shes going out reeeeeeeealllllllly slow. its a shame that shes inevitably dragging Pap with her. its a damn shame.

it makes me happy that we are all finally going to have Christmas up the country. but i hope that all the of the medical problems, and well.. just problems in general end shortly after that. its horrible for me to say that-- but its something that we all think, but wont admit.

be good this weekend, kiddo.
youarebeinglied2:
Hot damn, you have alexis as one of your favorites too? I love her sets they are so fucking funny.
I will make sure to ask Nicole about the baby bear club, when i get back to work or talk to her next.
And yes i am giving the gnome a blow job, it is one of my fetishes. Hot shit!
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WORK, WORK, WORK, WORK, WORK.....
JUST GOT HOME FROM THE JOB, LEAVIN TO GO TO THE 2nd...
DAMN I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING ELSE OTHER THAN THIS!


"Lyrical carnivore, equipped wit strategic tactics from the art of war / slowly harmin your anatmy, uncannily mind battery / infinite energy's the only thing your gettin outta' me!!"

wink biggrin wink
nicolelee:
start working 2 jobs on the weekends too and keep yourself outta trouble. punk.

mom called me this morning at 730 (nice) to ask me if i talked to you at all over the weekend, and if i knew anything about why the house looked the way that it did.

i played dumb-- just to prove you wrong, that i dont squeal on you.

i dont know man... either you're gonna kill them , or they're gonna kill you. wise up, thug life.
amina:
You and your sister are so cute.
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"THE BLOCK IS HOT. . . LIKE A BAR-B-QUE AT SATANS CRIB, YA HEARD ME!!??" wink
nicolelee:
shut the fuck up you white trash YINZER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wink kiss
si_runt:
wtf is a yinzer? whateva...thats really all i have to say. skull
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"I know you wanna catch me at Sunoco, show me that ya loco, put holes in my 4 doe"

wink

nuthen new or interesting, mad I work to damn much, but I gotta get that cheddar. . .
I started sketching again, workin on a new graffiti piece I plan to do in the very near future, I told myself so long ago that I wasn't gonna...
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thuglife412:
I SUCK AT LIFE! tongue
nicolelee:
i'll call you on saturday to bullshit. we can talk about Detroit. you need a fake. repeat: NEED a fake. we're supposed to go to a bar that night, and i dont know what the deal is with the place, seeing that ive never been there.
two by fours on my back all the time, kid. building up a tolerance here fo sheezy.