told work that i couldn't be there until five...i'll close the store but, i literally almost took off a bad customer's head yesterday... i NEVER lose control when it comes to customer service- but yesterday i did...i gave her an attitude and my most scathing looks...she deserved it but, i honestly just CAN'T deal with anything else right now.
my grandfather was the last straw...my mother went to visit him today so that's another reason (the main one) that i can't make it into work until later...i just have to shut down...and i don't have another day off until saturday...so i'll be leaving after work on friday night, hopefully with the wubba if his grandmother will "let" me take him (
) ( and, oh, SHE WILL!) and spending the evening of friday and sat. with the hubby up at the trailer... then i have to drive back down sat. night to be to work on sunday... that is, if i AM working this sunday...stupid bitch hasn't even me next week's schedule...
I've fucking had it! HAD. IT!!!
I am done...mentally, physically, emotionally: DONE...let the circus begin...i'll be in the freak show under "world's greatest life catastrophe" and i know that that is a HUGE exaggeration and that there are millions who are worse off than myself but...as far as MY life goes...i am drawing a fucking blank. My head literally CANNOT process anything else at the moment.
my grandfather was the last straw...my mother went to visit him today so that's another reason (the main one) that i can't make it into work until later...i just have to shut down...and i don't have another day off until saturday...so i'll be leaving after work on friday night, hopefully with the wubba if his grandmother will "let" me take him (
) ( and, oh, SHE WILL!) and spending the evening of friday and sat. with the hubby up at the trailer... then i have to drive back down sat. night to be to work on sunday... that is, if i AM working this sunday...stupid bitch hasn't even me next week's schedule...
I've fucking had it! HAD. IT!!!
I am done...mentally, physically, emotionally: DONE...let the circus begin...i'll be in the freak show under "world's greatest life catastrophe" and i know that that is a HUGE exaggeration and that there are millions who are worse off than myself but...as far as MY life goes...i am drawing a fucking blank. My head literally CANNOT process anything else at the moment.
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kayda:
just breath....it will get better 
wsoxfan:
I get that way too sometimes. I usually get a grip eventually and realize that things aren't so bad after all and I should count my blessings.