okay...well apparently it wasn't stupidity that made me sick again...if anyone doesn't want to know, it's lady troubles, but not the gross kind. (or at least the women would agree it isn't gross): don't open said spoiler...i was instructed to stay in bed for the next few days...
sooooo...yeah, you might be wondering why someone would put such information in a blog...but, my reason is: it's just so fucking ridiculous!!!!!! it couldn't be one thing, but THREE! not to mention the panic attack that followed in the exam room.
I'm just a mess. Sorry if i did offend any delicate sensibilities out there but, i just had to fucking vent...could my life fuck me harder at this point?! Really, is there some sign on my fucking back that says: "Universe, please shit on me!" because if there is, please let me know so i can remove it. That would greatly appreciated...thx
oh and my set is STILL pending...i'm beginning to give up hope on that front too. I want to shoot more and keep submitting, but i have to be able to stand to do that 
sorry to be such a grumpy guss...just had to be done today
On the good news front, I shall have my own transportation by weeks end, so whenever you feel up to shooting again let me know! I am ready and waiting
Again, pretty lady, rest up, take care of yourself. And follow all the Dr.s orders so you can get all better.
Crazy amounts of silly love and lots of lady boners for you