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Does'nt anyone just like to fuck once in a while and have fun without trying to fall in love anymore?***

MAJOR DRAMA ALL AROUND, AND NOT BULLSHIT PERSONAL DRAMA EITHER.

I DON'T WANT TO GET INTO THE GORY DETAILS OF THE MESS, BUT I THOUGHT MY DAUGHTER GOING BACK HOME TO FLORIDA AND THE SEPARATION ANXIETY THAT ALWAYS ENSUES, ON TOP OF THE CHALLENGE OF FINDING MY WAY BACK TO MY NORMAL (AS IF) LIFE, WOULD BE THE ONLY THING I'D BE UP AGAINST RIGHT ABOUT NOW, NOPE WRONG.

NOW WE'RE DEALING WITH SUICIDE, A CLOSED CASKET, A WIFE, THREE CHILDREN, AND A DEBT THAT WILL ATTEMPT TO STRIP THEM OF EVERYTHING THEY OWN (HOUSE,LIFE, ETC.). IT WAS'NT SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME, CLOSE TO MY FAMILY, BUT I'VE GOTTEN CLOSE TO THE TWO OLDER KIDS. AND NOW THE REST OF THE FAMILY EXPECTS ME TO LIE TO THEM ABOUT THE CONDITIONS OF THE SITUATION. SHIT.