Goddamn it!
I cant stop thinking about Jess
This is a fucking disease now
I try really hard to think about other things
But everything I do, see or hear
Fucking reminds me of her
And to make matters worse
My analyst cancelled on me today
Cause she was sick or some bullshit
So now I have to keep tight-lipped till Friday
Maybe I just...
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I cant stop thinking about Jess
This is a fucking disease now
I try really hard to think about other things
But everything I do, see or hear
Fucking reminds me of her
And to make matters worse
My analyst cancelled on me today
Cause she was sick or some bullshit
So now I have to keep tight-lipped till Friday
Maybe I just...
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Yup
So last night was pretty fun
Danielle and I had a blast just
Sitting there and making fun of
All the stupid ass Boca kids at the Red Lion
We got pretty drunk and got up and sang
'Common People' by Pulp with
My English friend 'You Dickhead!'
Doing the whole Jarvis Cocker mannerisms
It was the fucking shit even though
People were clueless...
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So last night was pretty fun
Danielle and I had a blast just
Sitting there and making fun of
All the stupid ass Boca kids at the Red Lion
We got pretty drunk and got up and sang
'Common People' by Pulp with
My English friend 'You Dickhead!'
Doing the whole Jarvis Cocker mannerisms
It was the fucking shit even though
People were clueless...
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temptess:
But I LIKE feeling like a whore!
gram:
yo, don't believe that shit inez is talkin, she didn't meet me when she was here, cause she was afraid my hot latino ass would drive her mad till she ripped off my clothes and fucked me, then after such good loving, she would fall in love and wanna stay here in brooklyn, cause its sooo awsome, and leave her life behind and never finish school.
hows that for one fucking long run-on sentance?
and hows ma nigga doin today??
hows that for one fucking long run-on sentance?
and hows ma nigga doin today??
Today I made chili
Watched almost the whole
Simpsons : Season 2 on DVD
Drank lots of cranberry juice and
Ate some M&M cookies
Tonight Im going to the Red Lion Pub
With my friends ex-girlfriend Danielle
And maybe karaoke to Lou Rawls
'You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine'
Take a guess who Im dedicating that to...
I guess this means I should go...
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Watched almost the whole
Simpsons : Season 2 on DVD
Drank lots of cranberry juice and
Ate some M&M cookies
Tonight Im going to the Red Lion Pub
With my friends ex-girlfriend Danielle
And maybe karaoke to Lou Rawls
'You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine'
Take a guess who Im dedicating that to...
I guess this means I should go...
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60ftqueenie:
hey have fun!!! goodluck! at least you're showering again 
Ive been unpacking boxes and
Cleaning up my place today
Trying to be productive and staying positive
You know in a way Im glad that it didnt work out
I was really going to miss my apartment
Especially having my own dishwasher/washer & dryer
Oh yeah..and a garbage disposal!
I need to milk it out while I can
Cause I know it aint happenin up...
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Cleaning up my place today
Trying to be productive and staying positive
You know in a way Im glad that it didnt work out
I was really going to miss my apartment
Especially having my own dishwasher/washer & dryer
Oh yeah..and a garbage disposal!
I need to milk it out while I can
Cause I know it aint happenin up...
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junebug:
dewd fuck Fla you move back to NYC and I'm coming out there and were gonna get drunk go out and find hoes...(that souldnd be hard in NYC) annd then go smoke out and ply FIFA 2003 till the sun comes up then its off to Starbucks to refuel an start over again with the booze women an shizo! I aint been to NYC in like 4 years no 6 years...
freyja__:
you lasted in florida a HELL of a lot longer than i did.
now just focus on getting the fuck out of there
and you'll be feeling back to normal sooner than you know.
now just focus on getting the fuck out of there
and you'll be feeling back to normal sooner than you know.
Work sucked ass today
But I got out an hour early!
I dont know how long I can do this shit
I deal with dead-beats all day
Trying to get them approved for car loans
'Hooking them up' with 22.9% APR's!
The pay is good, but its time to do something else
Something more music or art inclined
I hate cars
Ive been riding subways/trains...
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But I got out an hour early!
I dont know how long I can do this shit
I deal with dead-beats all day
Trying to get them approved for car loans
'Hooking them up' with 22.9% APR's!
The pay is good, but its time to do something else
Something more music or art inclined
I hate cars
Ive been riding subways/trains...
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slinkster:
i will definitly consider going to the sgny thing. will have to take off for work and try and find a way to get there.
i will see how much longer i'm at the grocery store after today.
smoke much? my store has a buy one get one free sale on parliaments lights now. haha. how much are smokes in fl anyway?
i will see how much longer i'm at the grocery store after today.
smoke much? my store has a buy one get one free sale on parliaments lights now. haha. how much are smokes in fl anyway?
slinkster:
well i will definitly try to come. hopefully i will be able to.
hehe. i gained 10 lbs since in the month since i have moved home from school.
hopefully i will be able to.
hehe. i gained 10 lbs since in the month since i have moved home from school.
Hooray!
I got my DSL hooked up finally!
That AOL 14 k shit is for the birds
Took like 30 seconds or more
To just even get a page to be up!
Fuck that!
Played the lotto today
They say its up to $60 million
Thats a lot of Andy Capp Hot Fries
Tommorrow I work a 8am-9pm day
Its going to fucking suck ass...
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I got my DSL hooked up finally!
That AOL 14 k shit is for the birds
Took like 30 seconds or more
To just even get a page to be up!
Fuck that!
Played the lotto today
They say its up to $60 million
Thats a lot of Andy Capp Hot Fries
Tommorrow I work a 8am-9pm day
Its going to fucking suck ass...
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freyja__:
way to keep your head up!
glad to see it.
:>
glad to see it.
:>
christine3782:
Hooray! We're moving to New York!
But what on earth makes you think I know how to save money?
But what on earth makes you think I know how to save money?
Fuck me..
First off, Jess called me today
Not to say " I miss you' or any of that shit
But to basically bitch at me
'Cause I called the leasing office over the weekend
Wondering if I was still on the lease or not
Is it me or is she trippin'? I mean honestly
You would be worried too if you hadnt heard from...
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First off, Jess called me today
Not to say " I miss you' or any of that shit
But to basically bitch at me
'Cause I called the leasing office over the weekend
Wondering if I was still on the lease or not
Is it me or is she trippin'? I mean honestly
You would be worried too if you hadnt heard from...
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bliss:
Sound like a phycho to me. You were just trying to cover your ass. Be glad it took less than a week cuz it will be easier to deal with the leasing company that way. Are you getting the $550from them or her. I may be mistaken but I think you might be able to get it from them. Try readinf Feast of Snakes by Harry Crews. When I'm feeling like my life just took a dump it helps to read about those worse off than you so you can feel not so bad.
christine3782:
Aw, I'm happy to hear you're doing better. If you ever gotta whine, you can whine to me. xo
P.S. Will you move me to New York with you?
[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]
P.S. Will you move me to New York with you?
[Edited on Jul 23, 2003]
Im trying really hard to be ok
And I think Ive gotten better
Since my last journal entry
Day 10 of not talking to her
It burns, its stings, it hurts
But I know there is nothing
That I can do but get over it
And see what the future brings
Ive always hated the waiting game
Saw my analyst today
Didnt really leave me...
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And I think Ive gotten better
Since my last journal entry
Day 10 of not talking to her
It burns, its stings, it hurts
But I know there is nothing
That I can do but get over it
And see what the future brings
Ive always hated the waiting game
Saw my analyst today
Didnt really leave me...
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christine3782:
Take care of yourself, kiddo.
Wait, you have an analyst?
Wait, you have an analyst?
gram:
look here little nigga
i will call you as soon as i finish eating, and we will figure out when you commin up! cause you aint gettin outta this biotch!!!!!
i will call you as soon as i finish eating, and we will figure out when you commin up! cause you aint gettin outta this biotch!!!!!
Fuck
Im so lonely and depressed
Its been a week since i last spoke to her
And 2 weeks since i last saw her
The pain doesnt go away
No amount of drink or smoke
Can heal the pain and missing
The want and the need
Its like walking around with a
Set of dumbbells laying on your chest
And I know it'll never go...
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Im so lonely and depressed
Its been a week since i last spoke to her
And 2 weeks since i last saw her
The pain doesnt go away
No amount of drink or smoke
Can heal the pain and missing
The want and the need
Its like walking around with a
Set of dumbbells laying on your chest
And I know it'll never go...
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gram:
first, i think it is very important to get you to STOP listening to alan parsons project!
then, the rest will come. shit pappi, finding the place to live is easy, the job may be more difficult, but i dont know what you do anyway.
let me know when your coming and ita a done deal. dont sweat that. i think y ou are going to be ok, your definately on the right path, just dont forget that its not all bad.
i miss spree, can you give me a pic of that hot bitch?
then, the rest will come. shit pappi, finding the place to live is easy, the job may be more difficult, but i dont know what you do anyway.
let me know when your coming and ita a done deal. dont sweat that. i think y ou are going to be ok, your definately on the right path, just dont forget that its not all bad.
i miss spree, can you give me a pic of that hot bitch?
johncocktoastin:
go to nyc.
it's better there.
sorry to hear about you and jess.
...
i'll smoke a bowl for ya'
i hope things work out for you....
johnny depp is the hottest.
it's better there.
sorry to hear about you and jess.
...
i'll smoke a bowl for ya'
i hope things work out for you....
johnny depp is the hottest.
Hi..Im back
And I just lost
The girl of my dreams
Other than that
I havent been up to much
Except talking about her
Thinking about her
Still trying to figure out what
The fuck happened
And trying to recuperate
My 'HollyWood Ending'
Will probably never come true
But I can live in hope
Michael Corleone is on pause/still
So I must go and finish...
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And I just lost
The girl of my dreams
Other than that
I havent been up to much
Except talking about her
Thinking about her
Still trying to figure out what
The fuck happened
And trying to recuperate
My 'HollyWood Ending'
Will probably never come true
But I can live in hope
Michael Corleone is on pause/still
So I must go and finish...
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thalia1:
i'm really sorry-- i know you were head over heels for jess!!
it's really fucking great to have you back though!!
take care hon'!!
XOXO thalia
it's really fucking great to have you back though!!
take care hon'!!
XOXO thalia
dollface:
???????
wha?
of course you do that when i was just gonna let the thing run out..............how you feeling?
wha?
of course you do that when i was just gonna let the thing run out..............how you feeling?
you dont want to be ruined for life for women....
pain will go away eventually.... the things in pop culture that remind you of her withh eventually be taken over with new things..... its still so fresh in your mind rob.... its going to be this way for a few months....
be good to yourself.. .and dont punish yourself for thinking about her.... its natural that you will..... and you cant stop it....
man. i feel ya.
my supposed "soulmate" relationship has been crumbling lately, and this past weekend seems to have been the last straw. i'm sadsadsadsadsadsad.
i wish you were on the aim right now. that would be nice. oh...and yes, all the holes were indeed filled (thanks for inquiring!), and oh! so nicely and divinely.....but still it crumbles down.
love blows. hey...wanna run off to never never land (all peter pan stylee) together and fight pirates and drink rum all the time and fly around in green tights??!!
do ya...do ya huh HUH HUH THROATNEEDLE?!