Thursday Feb 20, 2003

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Yesterday I found out that my ex (Erin) had a new boyfriend
I mean I expected it, considering its been 6 months now
But still, it really REALLY bothered me
Good thing I just bought a new 1/8th and Carter is around
Or else I'd be in serious depression mode

I mean, how am I supposed to feel?
We went out for 3 years and were unseperable
We were practically 'married'...no matter how scary that sounds

Anger? Sadness? Happiness? Bitterness? Relief?

I guess I'll answer my own question after another night full of
Beer, Pottage, Woody Allen, Spree, Carter and Onion & Garlic Chips

Thank god for 'Alka-Seltzer Morning Relief' !

: The Stooges - I Wanna Be Your Dog :
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april1:
My ex and I are on such good terms that I have nothing to say when he tells me he's going out on another date... especially since I was seeing other boys while we were dating (we had one of those open relationship deals).

I dated Ryan for 8 years. We broke up this past July. I never had a chance to be single as I just kept dating the boys. Then I broke up with Johnny and two weeks later I was with Kenny.

Yup. It's safe to say that I'm addicted to boys. I've only been single for 2 weeks in 8.5 years. However, I'm glad that I did get into other relationships because I think I'd be in your boat right now if I hadn't. Just say FUCK IT and indulge in yourself in those things that bring you joy.



[Edited on Feb 21, 2003]
girlcatx:
you really oughtta read " high fidelity".
it's weird how even though you know you don't want to be with that person, you sure as hell don't want anyone else to be with them. obviously her dating should only resume after yours... and well after yours. but of course, whoever she's seeing could never be as good as you. actually, that's true.

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