throatneedle

Im trying really hard to be ok
And I think Ive gotten better
Since my last journal entry
Day 10 of not talking to her
It burns, its stings, it hurts
But I know there is nothing
That I can do but get over it
And see what the future brings
Ive always hated the waiting game

Saw my analyst today
Didnt really leave me all that great
But i think its working in small amounts
I shouldve done this a long time ago

My weekend consisted of watching
'Gaudi Afternoon', 'The Godfather Pt II' and 'Midnight Cowboy'
Who knew that Jon Voight was so buff back in the day

Spent $104 bucks on 2 Radiohead tickets
Fucking left me with $9 bucks till the 30th
Ive got cold cuts and cigarettes and popsicles
I think I'll be fine till then
I dont know who I bought the other ticket for
Well actually I do, but if that doesnt work out
Im sure I can find someone else to go with me

Random girls that I havent talked to in 5 years
Are fucking coming out of the wood-work
Makes me think that they know whats up
But who am I kidding, my heart belongs to someone else

Lets stop this before it gets too long

Go out and buy the new Grandaddy album

: Grandaddy - I'm On Standby :