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my words of the day:

reciprocity: giving privileges in return for similar privileges.

rocket science: not reciprocity.
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s_eldorado:
Reciprocity is indeed my favourite position. Especially with the delicious collisions available to us as male and female interlocking systems.

The beauty of reciprocity is that it satisfies the laws of conservation of energy, mass and most importantly, pleasure - yet doesn't need to be fettered by any kind of chronological imperative. For instance, I could tongue you to the heights of ecstacy one night in a walk-in closet at a party (with none of our fellow guests any the wiser) and a month later your could ride me into blind oblivion in the privacy of a room at the Sheraton and satisfy the laws of reciprocity.

For instance.

icy:
i think rhyming like that could be a gift.

If it is then I'd like to give it back wink
Might come in handy though, if I ever have to write a jingle.
Might need some cheesy keyboard skills for that though.

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have you ever thought that it might be the things that go unsaid that are the most important?

today i am going to try and say some of the things that live in my silence.
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so i am moving on from scepticism, because it is too lonely not believing that anyone else exists.......

i have turned to idealism, where things exist, but only if i have an idea of them.

i am noticing a pattern. perhaps someone could explain to me why i am not the center of the universe, because i think i am. here's why.....

if the universe...
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kay:
Have a great time tonight as well. smile I suspect tonight will find me at my spinning wheel getting carried away. smile With any luck. We are on a day difference than the U.S., so while the party was last night, I did skip out on it, as I found the man lying in my bed infinitely more interesting than what was going on at the party. wink

~cheers
s_eldorado:
I'll post a bit more in a couple days but I'm so slammed with work right now that it's a very low priority.

I'd be totally into writing a story with you. Your journal or mine or both? Or maybe we should start a group so it doesn't get lost in the byzantine chaos of journal posts...
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i think, therefore i am.

i love that statement.

that idea propelled me through some dark periods of existential angst. it was very lonely under the rock by myself, so i decided that you exist too!
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darklis:
Did you start your week long bender yet? ARRR!!!
s_eldorado:
Dammit girl, where were you when I started writing that story? I desperately wanted to have people contribute but now I've already written well past what I've posted and am actually aiming for publishing down the road (shhhh!) So unfortunately I can't work in anyones contributions anymore. I should take that out of the first journal...

Nice work though - it actually fits quite nicely with the story I've written through.

Sooo.... you're coming to BC in June? (I read Hexe's journal).. Don't you dare come here and not look me up for some team bender action.
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i notice that when i am just about finished something i face an unexpected obstacle, and it is harder than i thought it would be to achieve completion. is that the same thing as "darkest before the dawn".

it hurts my head when i try to balance the enormity of the universe with the necessary fact that i am the most important person in my...
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s_eldorado:
What if: before, after and beyond our short mortal and material lives we are all together and an integral part of the enormity that is the universe. A divine energy that is both infinitely populous and singular. When we take our turns living, a collection of threads of said essence are concentrated together to form a singular consiousness that becomes the basis for our unique perspective during the time we inhabit the mortal coil. Assuming the divine essence is in fact the one and same that created the universe, a mortal life merely provides a way to experience the magic of the grand experiment from a unique but consistent perspective across the span of the life lived.

With that little fairy tale in mind, I'd say that relationships are merely a reminder of our true nature a yearning to be one with the whole once more combined with the magic of human interface. It really is magic - look at the equipment we get to play with! Feel the insistent enormity of the social, chemical and instinctual imperitives we have imposed on us. Relish the emotional highs and lows attendant upon this perspective while we have it.

Just my 2 cents...
s_eldorado:
I think that there are moral guidelines that can be beneficial but must not be oversimplified and blindly followed. That's the problem with most of the "moral imperatives" bandied about by so many people today. Quotes and adages taken from 100's of years of hearsay and shoehorned into today's context whether they fit or not.

Very simply, we should always act with awareness and understanding of the consequences. I think our laws, social constructs and teachings must be concieved and applied with a view to the net effect on the human condition. The key is to understand the far reaching resonance of every course we take and attempt to factor in the extent and complexity of all consequences. This is why, for me, the highest moral imperative is preservation of our planet and conservation of our resources. All other questions have time to be answered but our resources, the environment, the ever dwindling numbers of species we've yet to even study let alone understand - these are finite. They are not renewable. Human problems have existed for millenia and not changed all that much. We still fear, hate, over-consume and make war on eachother despite history's lessons. There is no shortage of humans.

So that's my moral imperative, make sure the ship isn't sinking first, then worry about the squabbles amongst the crew.

All the other moral questions are endlessly debatable and become moot if we face extinction.
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i am struggling to write something. i feel like it is inside me, almost done.

if i write something and no one else reads it does it still make sense?

i noticed that sometimes the part that says the most is the space between the words.

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s_eldorado:
Mmmmm... you said "hard and fast"

s_eldorado:
I completely forgot to pass on one of my very favourites:

Perviosity

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it is a major extrapolation to assume that all other people have a mind based on the case of one person, me, having a mind. why is it that that huge assumption is okay and little ones get me into so much trouble?
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s_eldorado:
Reciprocity. My favourite position.
vampirate:
Woah... speaking of Descartes...

Well, I'd say it's because there are a bevvy of huge assumptions that everyone has to make in order to funct... er... or maybe your question was just rhetorical?
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i am procrastinating. that bitter sweet pay off is not as fulfilling as it once was.
vampirate:
I'm glad you like Descartes. A lot of people dismiss him outright with, "skepticism - been there, done that," but I really think he had a lot more going for him.

Don't push me too hard on what, though. It's been a long time since HUM 210.
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so for april fool's day i was going to e-mail the person with whom i learned about heartbreak last august. i was devising a pithy remark to make when i realized that april fool jokes are really not my style.
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i think it is interesting that just before something really great happens i experience a period of blackness. is that where the cliche "darkest before the dawn" comes from?
darklis:
That's definitely where that saying comes from. I know this from personal experience. wink
darkfey:
Period of Blackness...I like that...love