Thursday Jan 19, 2006

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i am blessed. it is true. at what point, though, do i honour how hard i work?
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kundalini:
That's an intriguing idea, and one that seems to make a lot of sense in a meaningful sort of way.
dorwayin:
It always feels better when someone else honors how hard you work wink

Tuesday Jan 17, 2006

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in the sunrise, i saw pink mountains. does that prove there is a god?
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reacher:
I'll vouch. Suck it does certainly not. Heyoka sez check it out.
reacher:
And besides, I'm in the film. smile

Saturday Jan 14, 2006

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here's a newsflash. people are weird.
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andvari:
Sure there's a difference. Just ask The Doors.
Funny Optimism said that, my first response was to write:

People are weird, when you're a weirdo...

But it isn't as catchy. wink
kundalini:
People are intricate systems of chaos.

Yes, I realize that is a paradox. smile

Thursday Jan 12, 2006

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one problem i have noticed about mental masterbation is that it has some unexpected side effects. for instance if i spend too much time and energy on thinking about a relationship i can take it to places it has never been in reality.
danaide:
yeah but aren't you amazed at how far you go?
kundalini:
and you know what's really strange?
When you imagine so far fucking out there, and through some cosmic fucking synchronicity, it happens.
Black magic man, black magic...

Monday Jan 09, 2006

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i heard somewhere that in order to make things real i needed to talk about my life. i have talked and talked. i have been honest about my story, told most of it to one or two individuals instead of spewing out bits and drabs all over the place. i see my life with all its complexity in a way i simply could not before....
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clarkekid:
It's a hard life... but somebody's got to do it. wink
char1es:
Don't worry, rollerskating will merely be rescheduled, not cancelled alltogether...

Sunday Jan 08, 2006

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sometimes i feel like i am on a pendulum, swinging back and forth. i see the world from extreme points of view, neither accurate. i struggle to stay in the middle, balanced. but i miss the adrenaline and i climb back on for another ride until i jump off, exhausted once more.

is real life found in the mundane?
silverrevolver:
Real life is everywhere, but you can't see when you are looking ahead to the future, or back to the past.

Saturday Jan 07, 2006

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i am trying to do "official" paper work. i have documents spread around my living room floor. i feel like running away. i am considering my options. i may go for vietnamese food as a distraction.

i recycled my christmas tree. i felt like the grinch stuffing it into my car. eeks. pine needles everywhere. why do i subject myself to this every year? i...
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clarkekid:
I caught parts of the Canadian Junior hockey game inbetween periods of the game I was working. They kick ass. wink

Let's see... posting a pic.

1. Make sure this pic is online somewhere.
2. View the pic in its full size.
3. "Right click" on the pic and select properties.
4. Highlight the URL address by clicking and dragging the mouse. It's usally 2 lines line beginning at "http//" and ending at ".jpg"
5. Press "Ctrl-C" to copy address into memory.
6. Click on the "Image" selection for your journal.
7. Press "Ctrl-V" to paste the address from memory into the box that appears and press "ok".

That's it. smile

Friday Jan 06, 2006

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my bestest friend in the whole world went to florida. she brought me back a pair of PINK PATENT LEATHER shoes. i am swooning.
silverrevolver:
Ain't love grand?

Mmmmm pink shoes...

Wednesday Jan 04, 2006

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do you ever have days where everything seems a little bit more difficult than usual?
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cineman:
Yep. Sure am glad that today wasn't one of them! Gracias re: the b'day greetings and cheers! smile
kundalini:
Actually no. In a lot of ways, I live a bit of a charmed life I guess.

Sunday Jan 01, 2006

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it is good to remember from whence one has come, if only in order to avoid going there again.

last year was a good one for me. i worked hard and began to reap the benefits of that work. i saw through more of the lies i lived with. although i still look, at times, for external approval i have begun to listen to my...
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fukidunno:
Totally relating to your entry. I love how you have changed your profile up by the way. I have noticed. What is shorn hair though? I think I'm going to go look it up on dictionary .com, but I'd rather you expain it. I think it rocks we are allowed to change, at any time. So to hell with once a year resolutions. I am always evaluating and adjusting. Happy New Year to you too...
andvari:
I look into the mirror and wonder what happened to the strange rebel child, and where did this establishment hack come from.

I don't like looking in our mirror.

Thursday Dec 29, 2005

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happy new year. i am going to LA for new years. (i mean lethbridge, alberta smile )
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clarkekid:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! biggrin
s_eldorado:
Happy 2006!!!

I'm expecting some email, any day now...

hint hint

Tuesday Dec 27, 2005

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i believe my furnace is broken. this is not a good thing. i am grateful it is not very cold out. frown
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kundalini:
Last year my furnace broke down on the 24th of December. I called to have it fixed. They couldn't get anyone to come out and fix it until January 3rd. It was damn cold. I hope that you have better luck.
dorwayin:
yup, 3 words that will get the gas company over real fast, "I smell gas"
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