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The vow is in place, hah

Im working on things with m,
who is now titled, my special lady friend.

Harry potter is tomorrow night, i can't wait.
catagogo:
Man I'm too broke for harry potter. it seriously breaks my heart.
lobster_mobster:
Proud of you, stupid. ♥
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So here the the deal.
I started new job this past week, I'm supposed to work 60 hrs a week there and still work at the bar.
I will have all my debit paid off in a little over 3 months.

My house is clean, but it feels empty.
I'v been staying really busy, blocking out time to think.... but it hasn't been working.

I...
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lobster_mobster:
Stop hurting yourself, damnit. Sushi next week?
shy_violence:
Good to hear that you are starting something new, give me a call when you hit Davis next.
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sat night, enter the lonley hearts club,

society tell me i should be out chasing the herd, I think ill stay home instead.
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lobster_mobster:
Sushi Wednesday? I cant do the cabin tuesday night cause Im going to the dr...
lobster_mobster:
Lemme check with teh Jaybo, Thursday should be fine smile
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Got hired at a new job, will be back to actually working real hours. I think I might hire a maid?

Cause I love to clean...
lobster_mobster:
Real hours...? NOOOOOOOOO! Didja like the video I left you? biggrin
munke:
I guess that's what happens when you're single again huh?

All the dirty laundry and dishes pile up 'cause nobody is there to clean up after you?
blackeyed
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So I woke up in MY house alone this morning......
I haven't said that in 7 years.....
I don't know how to feel about my decision, I'v been stuffing my feelings for days.
I am going to miss her. I miss her already. I brought this on myself.

I just opened my heart for a world of misery, I hope I'm fucking happy.
lobster_mobster:
Here, this'll do yah good...




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So at present I am barricaded inmy room, having been repeatedly assulted in the face, punched hair pulled choked with my own nech chain. Fingers sore from her trying to break them off my hands.

I am barricated , in fear that she is going to try and stab me in my sleep, this is all very real and happening. She already did damage to...
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sweetbutch:
dood, i am so sorry that someone you cared about felt like she had license to assault you,

that is fucked up


you probalby should take a week on the mendocino cost or somethin.

someplace quiet, with trails and waves.

munke:
What do you do? Cry me a river.

It's really fucking easy. You leave the situation. Get up, walk out the door and leave.

You have places to go and stay. If you're trying to be the "bigger person" by thinking you can stay in the same house you two used to reside in as a couple... you're pretty fucking stupid.

Go crash on someone's couch. If you continue to stay in the mess you've made, you have nobody to blame but yourself if shit gets worse.

I'm sure you're secretly waiting for her to stab you, so you can pay for all the shit you've done to her.

Been there, done that buddy. It's like reading a "male scorpio on self-destruct handbook 101"... and you're following everything perfectly.

Incindary situation you've created there... so get out and go fuck your bar chicks.

Pussy comes and goes. People like Marge roll around once or twice a lifetime.

Hope that girl is worth it, and enjoy your latest downward spiral.

Chaos free living gets boring, doesn't it?


mad
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I am the worst species of man .....
I can't even been honest with myself.

Help her......
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gristle:
i called it.
charlielove:
frownfrownfrown what is this?
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I can't figure it out.......................?

It's funny how they always say you are on the "path to self destruction".
As if it's clearlymarked, there are no left turn only or no u turns allowed signs in life.

society would tell me I have everything I need, and I do, then why the confusion and wondering.
and who really know what is right or wrong.

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joker_:
I think that everyone is on the path to learning. Sometimes the lesson is repeated, some times not. As it is to what we're learning, and why, I have no idea at all. I guess we do have some choice with regards to which lessons stay with us, and which ones do not.
shy_violence:
uncertainty sucks, i have had a bit of it myself recently.

thanks for the drinks last night.

is sushi happening this week?
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marge is the smartest girl on the planet... in case you didn't know!
lobster_mobster:
YAY MARGE!!

Cabin tonight... definitely. Sushi tomorrow... yessir. You need a ride, correct? I might be able to come down and pick you up if Mr. Nightmare isn't coming... But I also might have a full car too... confused
tawnya:
I dreamt of snake pimps. Not pimps wearing snakeskin, but snakes who sell other snakes. I wonder why? What does it mean?!?!
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Prom weekend was alot of fun. It was nice to met new people.
Of course me and my big mouth ..... well if you dont know I'm not going to tell you.

In other news I am scoring a short film called "the turn" The dead line is the end of this month.
I am trying to start a live audio company, might as well...
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shy_violence:
oh you do not want to start going down this road with me...good to see you last night. it will happen again soon, maybe sat.
shy_violence:
yeah it was pretty busy, but everyone i was with had a good time, kristen liked your random drinks.